pretty boy ill protect you

Chapter 32

(This song called porcelain face is so sad but yet deep if anyone wants to try and give an explanation as to why im all ears ill be sure to reply because truly it is much deeper than i would've thought. )

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he doctors were all ready starting at Reid's feet the first words came out "screws.." they moved up all the way to his mid thigh "hammer, screws, bedhandels, wax" reid gulped before they went ot his arms another round he took a deep breath continuing "fingernails, teeth/biting, punching as hard as possible til my arm became the color blue and dark purple" the moved to the other arm they looked disturbed by every single object he named. JJ teared up but kept her face best she could hearing all of this "boiling water, steam, hot wax, duct tape, sharp plastic" the doctors moved slowly for him seeing how stiff he was "Dr. Reid will you turn on your stomach?" Doctor Rose asked very gently to which Spencer did it quickly "can you lift your gown up we're going to start on your back on" he nodded doing that fastly then the room became.deathly silenced spencer knew exactly why...

"Whipped with leather and belts..the words were carved into me by kitchen knifes and heated up needles and tacks" JJ started letting tears fall hearing all of this. Then they asked for him to turn over and see his chest "fire, that one sear mark is a small branding mark he did to me October on halloween to make me his real whore slut..." he took a shaky breath "most the other scarring is from beatings hands, fists, and kicking relentlessly" the doctor and nurse looked at each other obviously horrified at how he had survived this.

They got to his neck and the only scar there was from a knife that he was only holding so he taught him a lesson with that knife he told them before they announced "we're going to be in a more sensitive area Dr. Reid so let us know if we need to stop." her tone was serious this time as they went down to the most private area for Spencer...he took the biggest breath he could "he beat me there twice and kicked my uhm balls several times to see me in agony..." he winced before turning over for them knowing he needed to give them everything... "He whipped my butt several times and raped me before our case to make me his...when i got back he raped me again...on the way home and left me outside after beating me...he never once prepared me..only ever shoved it in..." thats when the fi ished pulling his gown down and turning the camera off "thank you Dr. Reid we will get all of this documented along with the x-rays dont worry " she gave a reassuring smile leaving with Nurse Lucia nodding to Spencer. JJ got his clothes bringing them to him and handing them to him before leaving he got dressed quickly and went out "thank you JJ.." were the last words he said before he went into the numb state blankness and absolute drained of all life.

Spencer Reid broke once and for all...JJ prayed silently inside herself please let Morgan understand him and not be angry please comfort him and take amazing care of him... They got to driving home to Rossi's and pulled into the drive way while Derek Morgan bolted out for Spencer to hold him close he seemed worried and understanding when JJ got out she told him everything before going inside while he got Reid bringing him into the house and their room.