"Let's Be Real,Hun" (Perrentes●Kellic) {Discontinued}

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My ship went down

In a sea of sound.

When I woke up alone I had everything

A handful of moments I wished I could change

And a tongue like a nightmare that cut like a blade.

That night we canceled our plans/date to go deal with the situation at hand. The walk over to the car and the ride home was just a blur to me. I never cried so much, plus if i haven't stated earlier I'm far from being emotional and not very sure how to deal with others' emotions. I just feel like a disappointment to Vic. No. Vic is a disappointment to me, how could you kick your best friend, partner in crime, and most of all: brother, out like that?

He doesn't even know Kellin that well. This isn't some non realistic movie about to people who fall in love in about a month, that's not how it works. If i never asked Vic to go to the club that night then maybe none of this would've happen. "What are you thinking about?" Tony asked while driving. "A couple of moment i wish i could change." I reply in a quiet voice while starring at the trees the zoom by.

I didn't glance at Tony to see his reaction and honestly i didn't want to. I'm just too....everything. I'm just pissed off; emotionally frustrated. "If Kellin actually goes through with what Vic said then you can stay with me" he offered.

"Don't make sad people make a decision because they'll answer with their feelings, you little shit." I mumble but because its the two of us he heard.

"What ever, Mike" he replied and with that car became silent. I immedetly become angry, not with Tony or my self or even Vic. Just at everything. Its always like this; I'm sad then angry and i hate it.

We arrive at the house that I've become accustomed to."Come on" Tony said while getting out of the car. I lazily got out of the car and headed towards the house with him walking beside me...beside me as in two meters away from me. He walked a head of me to get to the door quicker, i didn't say anything ab out it though. I just feel numb now.

He unlocked the door and stood there waiting for mw to catch up, which i did. As soon as i arrived right in front him, i was attacked by a hug. Of course i hugged back and was grateful for some kind of human contact.

After i was released he walked up the stairs leaving me down here. I took my shoes off, jacket, and i put my hair in a pony tail.

I followed Tony's footsteps and entered his room to see him in bed. I shortly searched for a closet. Once i did i grabbed a random shirt and changed from my dress.

Once i was done i got into Tonys' bed with him, his arm around me.

And this time not to have sex, it was lovely and that scared me.

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