i have so much to tell you lately.
how i would spent hours read stacks of stupid love stories.
how i regretfuly wasted days of daydreaming about what the future may be.
how i relentlessly cried over sad scenes of old movies i've watched like a million times
how in rainy days i only felt to lay in bed, with a cup of smoky hot cocoa and freshly baked croissants.
in sunny days, i'd stroll downtown to take a look at the vintage stores with warm scents of cinnamon and dim lights.
in the mid year, i'd spent almost a whole week to hunt for summer sale.
when it comes to 2 weeks pre christmas, the streets would shaded under the twinkling colorful tiny lights spreading all over. even the white snow seem to be colored as well.Oh dear
how i missed enjoy these stupid events with you, silly boy
if only i told you just at the first place
cause now i learnt how suffocating this could be
to lose someone who unconciously
ridiculously
utterly
crazily
obviouslyonce was so close to our heart

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Jardin de Fleurs (Flower Garden)
PoetryA series of unconfessed emotions. Because life is just like a flower garden, it offers various path with their own colours, size, scents, even thistles and thorns. Sometimes we just need to sit, clear our mind a bit and be thankful to God for today'...