Fell in love with my love rival(taekook)

Lost

Jungkook's (P.O.V)

I woke up in a cold sweat I had just had a dream that I beat up jimin.I wonder what happened at Yoongi's party since I didn't go.Well I think I did I don't remember anything.Then I heard a groan next to me.I slowly turned around the person was covered but the hair.Which was a mess of blond and brown hair.

I grabbed the blanket with my thumb and index finger.And slowly but gentle pulled the blanket down.I didn't want to look I was scared it could be a killer.I opened my eyes saw taehyung's sweet face.His tanned face with his long hair covering his eyes.The soft snores that came out of his pink lips.I sighed I guess he stayed over.Then I felt it the strong urge to vomit.I quickly got up but fell I felt a sharp pain coming from my butt/ass.I crawled to the restroom and poured out everything.After I was done my head started throbbing.I felt sick I felt horrible.

I pulled myself up and washed my face I reached for my toothbrush.But it wasn't there I looked around and noticed this isn't my restroom.And it totally not taehyung's I rinsed my mouth and grabbed onto the wall to keep me up.I felt really cold then I looked down I had no clothes on my face became a red mess.I quickly but painfully grabbed the blanket and wrapped myself.But by doing that I uncovered taehyung showing his naked body.I gasped then my eyes went down and saw something I wish I hadn't.I couldn't stop staring at it but then he moved.I snapped out of it grabbed another blanket and covered him.I looked around there was clothes everywhere red marks on me and taehyung.

My put the pieces together but I didn't want to believe it.I grabbed my clothes and quickly put them on.I grabbed all my belongings and wrote a letter saying we need to talk when he has the time.I opened the door and went downstairs.My ass on fire the whole time my head hadn't stop hurting I could barely focus.I looked around and saw some people sleeping on the couch or the floor.I saw beer bottles everywhere I kept turning around it couldn't be did I drink.By the time I stopped spinning I felt myself go back but something stopped me.

I looked up and saw taehyung staring at me.He helped me into the kitchen and sat me down.He grabbed a glass of water and gave it to me.But instead of drinking it I accidentally poured it all over me.I felt like crying I wasn't myself I let go of the glass and saw it fall until it shattered to a million pieces.I saw myself in the broken glass I had hickeys all over my neck my hair was a mess.The tears just started slipping down like water from a waterfall.

Taehyung started picking up the shattered glass.He had no shirt on and I could see scratches cover the top of his back.I looked at my nails and saw a little bit of dried blood.Thats when it hit me I couldn't make up an excuse for this.I couldn't keep lying to myself.

It was official I slept with my bestfriend/crush.

Taehyung threw away all the glass and got up.I looked at him tears stained cheeks and a red nose.He hugged me.

"If you don't want to talk it's fine but just know I'm here and I will listen but let's get you home I bet your father is worried",he whispered into my ear trying not to wake up anybody.

I nodded and let him pick me up and put me in my car.He got in the drivers seat and drove off.I turned on my phone and saw all the missed calls and messages.I groaned texting my father that I was okay I just stayed over at Yoongi's because it got late and my phone died and I barely got a charger.He believed me and good news he was already at work.

We got to my house and tae helped me to my room.He left all my stuff and left.I went to my closet grabbed comfortable clothes and went into the the tub.I let the warm water cover my body.The water calmed me down and helped with the pain.But it didn't help with the internal struggle I had inside my head.