The Best is Created; Not Found

The Left Turn to the Otherside

You turned a left lane to the other side

A side I will never reach, because I have no ride.

I have a life here on this Earth, and you did too

but you decided to fling away the life, as if it were some lost memory

and now I am here waiting for a century

Until we can see each other again

I see you everywhere, now that you're gone

Whereas before, I only saw you when we locked eyes

I guess your death has changed me

and my friends say 'let it be'

I miss you beyond belief, that I think missing you is an understatement

I wish you could have told me, you could have

I see you in the wren that flies in the air

and in pictures with your longing stare

I wish you didn't have to end this way, a tragic meet for sure

I wish I could have been your cure

I loved you, and now there's a hole that can't be filled

and I realize that you were the killer of yourself

Your death is a toll that can't be billed

I am broke as could be, now that your sweet smile is some faded memory

I will never forget you and our cherished time together

And I know that there is no end in forever

I hear your voice in our song, as the piano keys go higher and higher

soaring like your beautiful words are still coming through

from a side I can't palpably reach

I hope that when the time comes, the memories will hear up the bleeding hearstrings

And that I will continue to carry on and make ends meet

I must move on, but like a destination, you will never be forgotten

I know you would want me to continue to live, a chance you didn't take

and I promise that when we reunite, I will not hold you to your mistake

and we can return to a sweet reunion.

I miss you, as you take the left turn

to the Otherside.