Y/N's pov
"Is it gonna stop?" I cried in my best friends arms "It hurts M"
"I know hun." Heather M muttered hugging me back "It's okay."
"I was wrong to think she liked me.." I cried in her shirt "I must of read the signs wrong. Why would she care for me. It's always been Veronica she's been after!"
"M! Chandler is looking for-" Duke called walking into the girls bathroom "What's going on?"
"Everything's fine." I sniffed wiping my tears "I should go."
"Okay." She sighed "Chandler wants to talk to you."
Great I thought, what's she gonna do now? Rub in my face that she's taken? Hurt me more? I nodded my head before walking out of the girls room and into the schools hall. Everyone was staring at me as I walked, it pissed me off.
"Haven't you got anything better to do!" I yelled "Stop staring!"
Everyone's eyes shifted away as I walked away, my eyes still puffy and red. A hand shot out in front of me and I looked up to see Chandler and Veronica. I rolled my eyes seeing them holding hands.
"What's go you all pissy?" Chandler chuckled, I stayed silent as Veronica kissed her cheek and waved bye to us "Cat got your tongue?"
"I'm done!" I growled throwing the purple ribbon on the floor and ripping the necklace she had given me a year ago "I'm fucking done with it all! Hope you enjoy your life without me in it!"
I pushed the necklace into her hands before walking past her and out of the school. I headed home, smiling slightly when I saw no one there. Perfect!
I ran in and straight to the bathroom to my sleeping pills. I hadn't been sleeping well for the last few weeks so my parents thought they would help, they finally were now. I headed to the kitchen grabbing a pen and paper on my way before filling a glass of water. I scribbled down a note before popping the cap off the pills. Before I could take one the front door was thrown open and the next thing I knew pills where on the ground and I was in someone's arms.
"What the hell are you doing?" Chandler yelled hugging me close "Why would you try to do this?"
"Just let me.." I cried "Please.. everything hurts.. I'm tired of being here of not being loved! Of you loving her!"
"I don't love her!" She yelled "It was to make you jealous! Veronica was in on it! I didn't mean to take it this far! I love you, you dumb ass!"
I cried harder as Chandler held me close in her arms. She kissed my head muttering words to calm me down before lifting my chin up and kissing my lips.
"You are loved." She muttered "By me okay. So you can't go. Not now, not ever."
