I like you.....I like how you make me smile or laugh🥰 or just how you make me happy in general ♥️not a lot of people do that ♥️I'm always so guarded and people usually don't get me to let my guard down......but you do and I'm extremely happy for that😊
But....
I don't trust that this will last....like. At. All I feel like by November I'll be single again shit maybe even sooner than that🤦🏾♀️🤷🏾♀️
I only feel like I'm in a relationship when we text or when I'm telling myself what I can't do this or that anymore😩🤦🏾♀️ Other than that I just feel the same☹️💔......,single, alone, unloved......💔
I keep replying this wild dream of you cheating on me🥺💔......🤷🏾♀️🤷🏾♀️idk why but I do let's hope that doesn't actually happen or maybe that's just my mind telling me you're going to break me......I mean maybe not that way but..... still
But I really hope that doesn't happen🤞🏾♥️......... I hope that this is just somehow me telling myself I don't deserve to be happy or that nothing lasts forever ......but somehow my gut is telling me that's not the case😩😔💔...... and that is what scares me to death💔🥺😭
