Benji pov
I woke up at 6am and turned to look at Jey, he was gone I figured he was in my bathroom so I called his name. "Jey!" I got up from my bed and started looking for him. "Jey where are you!" I yelled. Still no response, I looked over where he slept and saw a note. I opened it and it said. "I'm really sorry Benjamin, I just get nervous away from home. And I felt like I was being and inconvenience to you. I didn't want to sleep in the same bed as you because I know you were uncomfortable. So I'm sry I'll leave you alone." -Jorge
Wtf did he mean I already told him I wasn't uncomfortable, god I bet he was weirded out by how much I flirted with him. God why couldn't I just have been a bit more subtle. Now he hates me and can't even stay in the same bed as me, maybe he knows that I'm gay curious. And thought that I was gonna kiss him. Ugh I'm such a dumbass! "Benji turn the freaking heat off dipshit!" My brother yelled at me from down stairs. "Rowey watch your language!" My mom said. "Sorry mom!" I heard him say. I laughed and went to turn off the heat. I got dressed ate breakfast and headed to school. I was walking to my locker when I saw Jey talking to Taylor Bour. I'm not gonna lie I get why everyone was obsessed with taylor he's attractive, athletic and funny. And I could see the blush on Jey face, I wonder what they are talking about. Taylor then started playing with jeys curls, and making Jey giggle, and I was mad! I decided to do something maybe it was bitchy but I really don't care. I walked up to them and said. "Hey Jey why did you leave my house early in the morning after, we worked on the project?" "I left you a note Benji." Jey said. I got close to him and said. "I thought I told you that, I didn't mind sleeping together." He blushed, but all the sudden he looked kinda pissed. He looked toward Taylor and said. "Can you give me a sec?" He grabbed my hand and dragged to a private stop. He then said. "What the hell Benji, why are you acting like this?" "Oh me I'm acting weird
How about why the hell are you talking to Taylor Bour. He's the biggest slut you'll ever meet."I said. "Why do you even care Benji?" He said. "Because he targets guys like you, your new here so you don't know about how he makes every boy he talks to false hope of ever dating them. He likes hurts ppl it's what he does. He doesn't like you Jey, he's just using you to get his ego up. " I said harshly. I immediately regretted it when I saw him tear up. He looked really hurt and it's my fault. "God I'm sorry." I whispered. He left the room making sure to hit my shoulder on his way out. I felt like actual dog crap. I really hurt him god what's wrong with me?!? I always mess up my relationships with good ppl. No I can't lose him I have to get him back!
