Benji POV
Me and Jey were sitting on his bed watching Emma chamberlain when Jey said. "We should go on a date." "Really? Where?" I asked. "Idk I just want to get away for a while, after everything that happened today." He said. "Let's try to forget about it, cuz the more I think about it, the more I feel like a total fucking jackass." I said. "It's not only you at fault bby we both are tbh." He said. "I guess so. You know what? Get up we are going to sneak out." I said. "What Benji are you crazy?" He asked smiling. "Crazy for you. Now get dressed I wanna paint the town red tonight." I said. Changing into some clothes I left at his house one time. He got dressed in the bathroom, when he came out he was wearing my red hoodie and some black jeans with rips in them. "Wow you look amazing." I said.
He blushed and said. "Thank you Benjamin." I opened the window and we climbed out and headed to a neighborhood party. We got there and it was definitely loud and half of the people there where drunk out of their minds. Me and Jey went to the bar and I was about to take a shot when Jey stopped me. "Maybe you shouldn't considering what happened, last time."Jey said. I took the shot anyway and said. "Let's see where the night takes us." I said handing him a shot as well. He looked at me before downing it. I grabbed his hand we danced together, for god knows how long. I went to the bar and got me 4 more shots at this point i was super drunk. While we were dancing I said. "You know, you, you- you hot as fuck!" I said slurring a lot. "Benji what the hell? How much have you drunk?" Jey asked me. "Just enough, but why aren't you tipsy tho? I really liked when we were dirty dancing while wasted it was hot." I said. "Because the last time we got drunk we ended up fucking." Jey said. "Uh Yea you gave me some bomb ass head. But I don't get why you don't wanna screw each other's brains out again." I said. "BECAUSE I TOOK IT FROM YOU!" He yelled. "I took away your virginity, your innocence, you gave something as precious as that to a slut like me. You deserved to give it to someone better than me Benjamin. I didn't deserve it." He said looking me in the eye. "I gave it to you cuz I love you!" I said. "But nobody loves me Benji, they love my body and what I could do for them. So why the hell do you want me Benji I've been passed around so many times, every drop of innocence gone. What do you see in me?" He asked with tears coming out of his eyes. "I see someone thats hurting because they've been hurt so much. I see someone who is so precious that i couldn't even begin to explain what I feel for you. I love you and I don't care what those other guys said about you or thought about you, because it means jackshit to me. You are my life, Jorge Juan Garay, and I care to much about to let you keep talking down on yourself. I love you." I said tearing up slightly. He hugged me. "Let's get out of here." He said. He grabbed my hand and we left the party. We decided to sit on the roof of his house and watch the city. It was beautiful at night, we were sitting on the roof when I felt Jey grab my hand and hold it. I rested my head on his shoulder and he rested his chin on my head. *time skip* after about and hour of talking and relaxing I realized I had to go home. I walked him back to his window , he snuck back inside his window about to shut close it. "Wait, kiss me." I leaned in and he kissed me. "I love you." He said. "I love you too." I said before jumping off the side of the house and heading to mine. I came home and my brother was on the tv playing Minecraft. "Mom Benji's home!" Rowey yelled. I rolled my eyes and headed to my room. I laid down on my bed kinda exhausted. When I got a text.
J- thank you for tonight it meant a lot to me🥰
B- thank you for being amazing and putting up with my sorry ass, ily.🥺❤️
J- ily2 gn😊
B- gn😊🥰
I loved when he said i love you to me, it made me so freaking happy. That night I went to bed with the biggest smile on my face.
