Benji POV
I could feel the tears coming I felt so used. I was hurt so freaking bad, I actually liked him too, I meant nothing to him. I couldn't stay at school I had to leave go somewhere anywhere, it hurt to much to see his face. I walked to a park, nobody was there because it was school hours and everyone was at school. I sat on the bench and that's when I just let it all out, I cried and tbh it felt good to let it out. Cuz I was holding it in. When I got done I thought about what I said to Jey. I didn't mean what I said I was just angry. He didn't deserve what I said to him, I think I really hurt him, cuz he was crying on the floor when I left. I know I should have listened to his side first but I was mad. Now I lost the only thing I i cared about. And that was Jey. I decided to just go home since my family isn't home. And sleep so I can stop hurting so much. I walked to my house and headed inside. I took off my clothes and put myself under the covers. Hoping to let the pain go away for just a minute.
Jeyjey POV
Benji just stormed out after calling me a slut. It hurt I was sobbing on the floor of my school hallway. When addy wrapped her arms around me and hugged me I cried into her shoulder just wanting the pain to stop! I care so much about him, he doesn't even understand how much I freaking care . I can't let him go! I'm gonna fight for him cuz he's worth it. I told addy I had to go, and I headed to Benjis house I stood at the front door about to knock. *knock knock* "Go away!" I heard Benji say I don't want what ur selling." He said. "It's Jey." I said. I heard him come downstairs and he opened the door and hugged me burying his head in my neck and started crying. "God I'm so sorry I-I should've never said what I said to you. I didn't mean Jey god please forgive me." He said. "I forgive, Benji and I care about you Benji I really do." I said. And he kissed me, we pulled away and he said "I care about you too! Come in let's go upstairs." I spent some time explaining to him why I used to get around a lot. "My grandfather I was very close to him, he died and I didnt know what to do. So I started finding relief in sex it, helped me to get over the grief for a little while. I took joy in making people love me then crushing their heart. I had issues that took me a while to deal with, but I found a way to deal with them because of you. I don't wanna be who I was anymore. I want you Benjamin, I want you. And not for sex, I want you because I care about you. I never felt what I felt with you, and I don't want to lose you." I said. "God I'm so sorry I-I didn't know. I just judged you without knowing what was really going on. God I love you so much. I thought you didn't care about me, that you wanted my body and not me. I was so scared, but now that I know the truth, I want you to know that I love you. I only said those things out of hurt. I care so much about you you don't even know." Benji said. I kissed him. "God I love you." I whispered. He kissed me again. I pulled away and he wrapped his arms around and we lied down on his bed and fell asleep.
