Electric days (Shinsou x Kaminari)

Charging

Shinsou
Mina invited me to a sleepover that was obviously for class 1A only, I noticed Kaminari staring in surprise, I guess he didn't know I was coming. Scanning the room briefly I found there was no space for me but it seemed Mina had found me a space, that just so happened to be right next to Kaminari.

Not too long later I was sitting right next to him as tense and rigid as a pole, I was not used to this and it felt like my heart was pounding ten to the dozen.
All he had on was a black shirt and small white pj shorts and lord help me, it was all I could do to not jump him then and there. The only reason I didn't is because everyone else was here too, so instead I opted to just talk.

We talked till he fell asleep and now that I was closer to him I noticed faint dark circles from his obvious lack of sleep, he must be pushing himself too hard.
Someone noticed that he'd had fallen asleep and soon quiet snickers filled the room, I twisted round when I felt a tap on my shoulder.
Coming face to face with Sero I was about to ask what was happening before he put a finger to his lips for me to stay quiet, he then pointed back to the sleeping Kaminari.

To my surprise I found the entire class of 1A lining up and carefully placing their phones down on him, each screen lighting up for a few seconds before turning back to black. It took a moment before I realised, they were charging their phones?!

Iida was whisper yelling to the rest of the class to stop in case they short circuited the boy in his sleep, Bakugo just kept a tally of how many devices were being charged.
"The record is twelve" he whispered, seriously they've done this before?

I had to admit it was rather funny though and as much as I wanted them to stop I kinda wanted to know if they could get more than twelve.
24 devices and a few cute discretely taken pictures, that were totally not going to be my wall paper, later the class finally ran out of things to charge and so took all of them back before settling down to sleep.

Time ticked on and slowly one by one I heard people's breathing slow and even out signalling that that were asleep, I on the over hand stayed awake staring at the ceiling because I was all too aware of the person sleeping beside me.

Trying to make as little disturbance as possible I twisted on my side, Kaminari was adorable when he slept.
A few strands of hair had fallen down in front of his face, reaching out I brushed then back and he let out a quiet satisfied humm.
"Kaminari you awake?" I whispered but got no response meaning that he was still asleep, his face looked so smooth and care free.

Before I knew it I had my hand on his cheek and my lips hovered a few millimetres from his, I could feel his warm breaths making my lips tingle.
I shouldn't do this, especially not now, but I wanted to, oh man how I wanted to.

I was about to when the memories of not just those girls from earlier but from everywhere I go outside of UA, and even inside UA got me.
His quirk better suits a villain, shut up he's staring, he should just give up, what a freak, stay away from him you don't know what he'll make you do, how disgusting they let him in.

I pulled away, I can't let Kaminari get involved with all of this. He's too precious to have to go through it and as much as I say it doesn't bother me, it does.
So I quietly I slid off the couch and gathered my stuff, I didn't belong here with them, they all had everything sorted out for them, all of them destined to be hero's.

And anyway he doesn't love me, it's obvious he's straight. What if he wakes up to me kissing him and is so disgusted he shuts me out his life entirely, I couldn't handle that.

I could feel tears welling up forming a lump in my throat, it's been a while since I last cried and I wasn't about to do it here. Swallowing that lump I rushed out and back over to my dorm breaking down as soon as I closed the door, why was I like this, why couldn't I be normal. I just want to be normal.

I'd obviously cried myself to sleep as I woke to a knock at my door.
Without thinking I walked over opened it then slammed it shut again,
"What the fuck man" Kaminari yelled from the other side of the door. "You disappeared and everyone was worried so I came to see if you were alright."
Heh alright was a massive understatement, checking that nothing looked out of the ordinary in the mirror I reopened the door.

"Sorry I didn't expect you to be there, I look bad when I just wake up." I half lied because I definitely look like shit when I first wake up, I mainly slammed the door because I was worried Kaminari would see that I'd been crying.

"That's ok I think it's a given that everyone looks shit when they wake up." His smile was practically blinding, I couldn't think of any possibility that he'd look bad even if he had just rolled out of bed.

"Well I just wanted to check that you were ok since you disappeared, remember if anything's wrong that we're here for you. You're stuck with us, whether you want friends or not you got them. I've gotta go now my parents want me to do some family stuff today so I'll see you tomorrow?"
The way he said that sounded like a statement and a question at the same time so I nodded to reassure him that he would.
His blindingly bright smile returned as he waved and ran off down the halls
"Great see you tomorrow Shinsou."

A few doors opened and some of my classmates looked between the retreating figure and me in confusion, ignoring them I just re entered my room and shut the door before breaking out into a smile of my own.
That boy was too pure for this world it was adorable.