Keep Away

Idiot

          -Alexander Brown POV-

"I'm going to tell her everything. She deserves to know. Plus, this secret is ruining my sister and I's relationship. Is that ok, baby?"

Sasha looked up at me and nodded slowly.

"I know how much your sister means to you. I don't want to ruin the bond y'all have. Should I be there to accompany you?"

"No, I got this. Thanks baby."

I kissed her on the forehead and she gave me a hug. I go to walk to Alice, but I see her and Angel talking. I wait a minute until I see Angel hug Alice good bye.

I walk over to Alice and her whole face is red.

What did Angel say to her?

I go to Alice, running my hands through my hair. Is it nervousness? I don't know what to say to her.

"Umm.. Let's just go home first and then we'll talk?"

She nodded slowly and just stared at the floor. I intertwined my hands in hers and she took it. A sigh of relief breathed out of my mouth. I was hoping she wouldn't push my hand away.

We walked home in silence. It was an awkward silence for me, but I don't know what it was for her. I wanted to say something to her, but the words would never leave my mouth. Every time I opened my mouth to say something to her nothing would come out.

But she seems like she lost in thought. Like she's thinking about something long and hard enough to make everything else not exist.

We got up to the door and I found a note on the door from mom:

I will be working late today. There's food in the fridge and I expect your room to be cleaned, Alex, and the kitchen to be cleaned, Alice. I love you both!
                   Love, Mom

I ripped the note off and threw it in the trash. Not because I didn't care, but because there was no point of it being on the door when people who walk by can just look and know our business.

I still haven't let go of Alice's hand. I gave it a little squeeze to make sure she was alive and she looked up at me.

"I have to tell you something, everything."

"I know, Alex."

We go in my room and sit on the edge of the bed. I look at her with a serious look in my eyes.

"Sasha.. she's my girlfriend."

"What's so bad about that? Why would you hide it from me?"

I saw something flash in her eyes for a quick second and then it was masked with sadness.

What was that emotion?

"I- I don't know. I know it was a stupid and idiotic decision. I guess.. I guess I just wasn't ready to tell you yet."

She looked down at her lap. "Is there anything else?"

She looked hurt. The way she sat and her posture and the way she played with her fingers.

"I'm sorry. But it was because I'm in love with someone else."

Her eyes fluttered up at me and looked at me.

I spoke up before I said something I would regret. "I'm not ready to tell you that though."

She nodded and looked as if she understood.

"Go on." She said.

"I also had sex with her. That is what I was doing that day. I'm sorry I lied. I never meant for it to get this serious and for me to hurt you. I was just afraid you would look at me differently and then things would change."

She nodded and licked her lips.

Her lips.

How badly I wish I could kiss them, trace my thumb over it.

Everything.

I wanted them to touch mine. I wanted the sensation of her.

I wonder if she tastes as good as she smells.

"Is there something on my lip?" She interrupted my thoughts. She must've noticed me staring.

She looked down and started touching her lips as if to wipe something off.

"No." I say as I leaned into her and lifted her chin. "But there should be."

Before my mind could even process what was going on, my lips were on hers. Her soft, strawberry lips. They felt so good. So right.

And wrong at the same time.

Then sense hit me like a smack in the face. I jerked my head back so quickly. I was just kissing my sister.

What the hell is wrong with me?

I looked at her. Her eyes look like they have been stripped of their innocence. She stayed there with her eyes wide and her finger touching her lips.

"Alice. I'm sorry. I'm so sorry. I don't know what came over me. I just-"

She got up and started walking towards the door. Slowly, but it hurt.

"Alice, please no. Please don't leave. Let me explain!"

She left my room without a word. I heard her walk into her room and close the door. Then I heard a click, meaning that she locked the door and didn't want to be bothered.

I just sat back on the bed and threw my face in my hands and shook my head.

Idiot! I'm a fucking idiot!

Hey guys! I'm on time. And I'm feeling a little better. Kind of..

I hope you guys are having a great summer vacation so far.

Also I want you guys to know that I do not support incest at all. I just wanted to make a story that was out of the norm.

I hope you guys like it and don't judge me. Thank you and love y'all! 😘💖