Feeling's

My way

I'm right now in the train all the way to my school, so I have time to write something here. It is like I would write something in my diary. I didn't sleep last night. It is not like I can't sleep, because something bad happened. It is because I choose that case to stay wake up, by the way my twin brother didn't sleep as well. I was wake up, becaue of my homework, that I didn't make til now. Well, I had time to do them a few days ago (frome friday to unfortunately monday), but since this month began I got very lazy out of nowhere.

I don't know why, but I can guess why. I guess just for the reason that I didn't achieve "Jade", I got lazy! That is nothing special for me, because there was days in my path I was even lazier than nowadays. I didn't find a seat again... what the...!? And my twin didn't gave me "his" hearphones, by the way they belongs to my older sis! I'm sure I didn't mentioned that before, but I really like my twin brother. We did so many stupid things together... bruh...

But that is not the question of my issues! I guess the answer is also clear made. But the question is, why did I got lazy again!? I mean just because I got in a new company, by the way "Network Markting" is new as well and the so called "Future work"! So that buisness is very new and if you take one thing in your life very seriously there is no doubt that you ganna reach your goals! And the answer is: You have to be patiently!

No wonder I got lazy, if I have to wait... well, you should do something to get your partners or consumers, because that is also your job there. My situation now: Over me, he achieve Jade already and under me as well, the other guy achieve Jade! I am in the middel of them. I am the bridge between them, I have to be strong to hold the connection to us. Like a "triangle of wellness" one of our products. To be honest the triangle includes three products... whatever...!

I reached the half of my way to the school. Before I forget... I didn't finish my homeworks yet and I beliefe, if I had have made them I could have change my grades in history and german! What should I say... next week I have my first school trip since I went to the school for almost to two years and I will write in my diary, what I did and what happen there!

Just 45 min and I have español, where the teacher is going to discuss the homework that I didn't have... likly or...! But before that (for sure) he ganna have to ask his pupils, especialy me how I am and what I did last weekend and on top of that I have to answer in the past-form! In the penultimate station I get out of the train and walk to the house block from my kohai hehe, wait til he get out and walk with him to the school...