Someday I'm not sure, how to explain my feeling, but in moment's, when I'm alone and during thinking about anything well...
I will try to show you my world of feeling's and impression's!
Like always its been a while since I wrote my last story. Well today I am ready to go ahead I guess... Look I did not thought that I would possibly like someone or rather get those feelings again! and then it happened that I would like to share all thing that I could share with just one person... (Its like I would write in my dairy book)
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But sadly it did not go well, because I am not the chosen one for her, likely I did not play in her board! I can not that this is just my fall, but probably I am the one who was to naiv to see the obvious. To be honest I do not know what kind of things I have to say... Lets start by my feelings...
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Like all kind of love stories I really liked her from her inside. She was perfect (I know everybody would say something like that) the truth is she changed me without doing anything?! Could you imagen one person who gives you a kind of power to really change anything impossible in your life? She was that kind of a person... shy, but strict to the rules...
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Gosh... 7 months that is the time I know her... That was a really good time... Well if you thought I am just letting my feelings go away you are wrong! There is a reason why I am writing this "new chapter" she said that she did not see the same thing as I saw in her eyes (that hurt tho) because I thing she lie and there is a reason why I think so!!!!!
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Believe it or not, but she let me in her site... like she told me not everything in her heart, but something about that... and even if I got so far she has her own way to go and if there is no way that I am with her then there is no chance to get married! I thought that this would be fully of desperate and hate....
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But the truth is I did not cry or rather am I unhappy... I wonder why? Maybe I had have accepted this a long time ago... We all do mistake and promisis.. But today I take all what is left in me and do my best in the future... I have plans... Sayonara V.
