seven letters | j.p

letter five

Dear Joel,

            It's Friday! Aren't you just happy that the weekend is on its way?! I think it's the first I'm not happy that it is, ha :)

            Thank you for not calling yesterday. I know you wanna know everything but don't worry, everything at its time. And, hey! It'll all be over soon! You got two more letters to go! Two more days...

            So right off the bat I just wanna say sorry for being pretty sensitive. Pretty much a big baby. I don't know who made me like this cause both my parents are stone cold. Maybe what they lack I overflow with. Now that, that is truly tragic.

            Remember that time you didn't wanna cuddle with me after watching A Dog's Purpose? How pathetic I looked as my eyes got watery and I tried to hide my pout? Who hurt me, honestly. Why the hell did I cry because of that? Cause I'm a cry baby. Ok, maybe the movie had something to do with it but I was sad. You should've just hugged me (look at me being fragile again).

            Oh! Remember the time I was bothering you because I wanted to show you a painting I did of you? And how I cried and ignored you for a whole hour because I felt like I was annoying you? So, you actually don't know of this because I cried in my room and was in there for an hour, therefore you are totally unaware that I was ignoring you or crying. But seriously? Crying just cause you didn't wanna see my painting? Also, talk about inconsiderate! You were watching The Office so how dare I?

            Bro, how about the time I got upset when you would repeatedly say you were single and ready to mingle? Like damn, Rhea! You perfectly know he has to say it why are getting sensitive over it?

            You don't know this but I would often text Ilsadora to tell how upset your comments made me. Why couldn't we just be happy? Why did we have to hide everything? Why couldn't we just be together at the moment? And why did I have to start crying a little about it? Oh wow, now that's a combo. Needy, insecure and sensitive! Great.

            Lastly, remember the time I got all sensitive when you said I was a bad singer? Don't feel bad about that cause sis, I KNOW I'm a terrible singer. I wasn't blessed with that and God only knows why. Dude, remember how red my cheeks turned after you said that? And how I started pouting but tried to smile it off? Classic. That was gold right there.

            You got yourself an actual baby for a girlfriend, mi vida. How the hell do you tolerate me? I don't think I would have patience.

Your baby,
rhea

p.s. that actually sounded cute cause you actually call me baby haha but now it's got double meaning! Get it? Cause I'm sensitive as a baby but you've always called me baby in a cute way? Whatever.

Oh! Forgot to tell you!

I left you ANTI. You don't have to listen to the whole thing, just track 11. I know you're familiar with the song.

Also, I love you to the moon and back.