19/01/12
i waited by your bedside,
waiting for you to wake up.
you didn't.
not yet anyway.
until two days later.
you wake up looking panicked.
i told you to calm down
and then told you about what
happened to you.
you were silent for a while,
until i placed a sandwich on
your lap.
you ate it quickly
and hungrily.
remember, eunra?
i asked you,
"why did you starve yourself?"
you returned with,
"what makes you think i am?"
then i told you
about seoho.
you were silent,
before you nodded.
"yes," you said. "i was."
i sighed.
"would you like to stay here?"
you nodded.
then you asked me,
"what's your name?"
i answered,
"son dongju.
and you?"
you smiled for the first time since i first saw you,
and you answered,
"han eunra."
don't you remember that, eunra?
i do.
~dongju
