Live With Me 💖

Introduction

Hey there, beautiful soul!

It's 7:36 in the evening. May 2019 year 2019.  I am writing my first log. Before i start narrating what happen today, let me just introduce myself.

I am Kayra Mae Reyes. Turning 18 this August. A college freshman who will went to a not-so-very private school this July. Will fiercely take a BS in Accountancy course not learning anything on SHS.

I still don't want any course. I still don't know what i love and what course i like. I just woke up and telling everyone who's bothering me every single day since shs graduation of what course i will take. I just told them. "Accountancy po." Kahit na i had no interest in the first place. Bahala na, just i always said. I need to make the best out of it. It's my decision. Kailangan ko panindigan. Ayaw ko ng usapang yan. Let me introduce myself more.

I can't categorize myself if i'm an introvert or an extrovert. Help me decide where i belong. I'll tell you everything about myself.

I don't like to be in a crowd. I don't like to live in a city. I want to live at a  countryside. I don't like loud people. Noises. I don't like talking first to people. But i am approachable. I am a thrifty person. Kuripot they say. I always save my money. I'll just deal with needs vs. wants whenever i want to buy some things. I am not sociable too. But don't get me wrong, i do have friends. I don't know if they're treating me as one, but for me, they are my friends. We're like a group of girls. I love watching K-drama back then, when i still had internet connection. I also stan the MOST TALENTED GROUP ON EARTH. BANGTAN SONYEONDAN. A boygroup that consists of 7 TALENTED artists. Who save me from darkness, insecurities, sadness, and i hate to say this but ------ from depression. Enough of that, i just found them when i was on the verge of giving up and losing hope about everything. They gave me light, direction, hope, energy and new life to keep going.

I don't want to get further about them. Because you will encounter them on my next logs. Because my daily life won't be complete without them.

I just want to add my likes and hobbies. I love music. I listen to songs everyday. What kind of songs? Songs with good lyrics that will suit my mood that moment. I love shrimps, crabs, and squids. Tsaka kahit na anong maanghang. I love chili peppers. Chili peppers complete my meal and give me an appetite. I can also cook. I'm good at cooking anything that i will find on our refrigerator. I just cook them according to my preference. Hahahahha.

I'm just an average girl. Pero di naman pala masyadong average. I can't do makeup. I'm not good at dressing myself too. Basta komportable ako, duon ako. Hindi ako picky eater. I can eat almost anything. But no to exotic foods. I don't wear heels. Di rin ako artistic na person. Everything about arts, lagpak na ako. I don't have the voice. I suck at dancing, drawing, painting. Even my handwriting is bad. 🤦‍♀️

I'm not an average girl pala. Because for me, i am an extraordinary girl. Self-love always comes first. I may not be good at those things but i can cook, do the dishes, do laundry, and do the cleaning. I think that's more important.

I don't have childhood memories, because i used to be alone since then. I just sat on the corner, observing everyone. Diko parin nadi-discover kung ano ang talent ko. Ang alam ko lang is, I'm a keen observer. Diko rin alam kung Science person ako o English person. Diko alam san ako nage-excel. Basta naanod nalang ako. I can do well both kung makikinig ako. Matalino daw ako sabi nila. Para sakin hindi, siguro mas lamang lang ako sa average kase nakakaya ko naman kahit anong subject. Pero wala akong idea kung saan ako pinaka magaling. Achiever ako since kinder. Sobrang expectations ang hinarap ko. At thank God di pa naman ako nagpe-fail. Goodluck nalang ngayong college. Hays.

Tinatamad na ako. Sa mga susunod na log ko nalang yung iba. Yan pa pala. One thing I am sure of. SOBRANG KATAMARAN ANG MERON AKO. Gusto niyo ba? Kunin niyo nga yung iba. Umaapaw na sakin eh hahahahhaha.

May lovelife ba ako? Stay tuned for the next logs para malaman mo hahahhahah