Uh this is more of yesterday but still
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My boyfriend who I love so much suggested that we break up. It seems that we were better as friends to him when hes the one who begged me to get back together and made me dump my ex who was amazing. The main problem is trust issues. So he was kinda a fuckboi when i met him, when we started dating he had cheated on me, with several girls. And the thing is that he's changed for me. He hasn't cheated and we've been going almost 2 months strong. But in the past I've been cheated on so many times before and it hurt so much and trusting is already a lot for me with my dad and mom and things have happened and im not the best person. Hes told me countless times that he only loves me and he wouldn't ever cheat again but all his friends are girls and idfk. Im a dumb jealous brat. I cant handle it anymore honestly. And everytime i get sad or wanna talk about it he threatens to break up, so what else am I supposed to do? Im too scared to lose him cuz I've already lost everyone else. He pushed away all my friends so that it was only him meanwhile he has girls over all the time and all his friends are girls. And just so happens none of his friends know eachother and if one of his friends adds me or follows me im ordered to block them. Also some bullshit: he has my insta, snap, messenger, and twitter password yet i only have his insta pass where he's told everyone to message on snap before he gave the password. Am i not supposed to get suspicious?
