it's been awhile since i updated this :)
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so recently i dated this guy. He was nice n all but we broke up bc he decided he couldn't do long distance, we're friends, its fine- end of that. Or so I thought. I started talking to and just a few days ago started dating this girl. she was my best friend of 2 years before we got together- and she means everything to me. Everything about her makes me happy- her smile, her stupid laugh when we're on facetime. She's perfect in every aspect, and shes MINE? I couldn't be happier. Until, the guy gets involved. Remember him? well, he decides that my sexually confused gf is pretty damn cute. and he isn't afraid to tell her that. They facetime a lot more now, and she even hung up on me to call him. Am I not supposed to be hurt? The fact that they're closer in age and her never dating a girl before me only causes more worry. She might develop feelings for him just bc hes in her comfort zone. How does that make me feel? Like shit. I'm trying not to let it get to me, I can't fuck this up, but am i supposed to sit back and let them flirt and get closer? I honestly don't know what to do.
