its too fucking hot.
and here you're not.
summer is losing its touch
and I keep thinking behind me
sometimes I get angry at nothing
and sink into this longing
makes me want to prove you wrong
who are you?
what are you?
what do I need to prove?
maybe I feel purposeless
without objective
going astray
looking for gold in an ashtray
I wanted more for this
I wanted to bounce back
I wanted to have fun
but I find myself
stuck here
by myself
in my mind
losing myself
in this
heat
07/09/19