I wish I couldn't have
laid it out so plainly
I know you're sad
and I can't even say I'm sorry
My mind has led me to believe
that my heart no longer serves a purpose
in saving yours
but why did I have to be at fault?
why did I have to be your downfall?
well
at least I'm all alone
again
at least I'm all alone
again
I don't deserve you
you don't deserve
this
waste of time
this shit of a rhyme
why can't you just hurt me
so I don't have to
why can't you just leave me
It's the worst thing I could do
why can't you just lie
Like I've done to your face
these eyes that once mesmerized me
now haunt my dreams
guilt
all my conscious breathes
I don't deserve you
you don't deserve me
and I don't wanna be
the end
the end of you and me
but I must be at fault
you'll find another girl to break your heart
the end of your fall
as I lay you down gently
sweetly
unfortunately
finally
it shatters.
11/5/19
