It's been a month since the incident, I have received a bunch of black lash from people my mother been by my side supporting me. I have told her about my pregnancy at first she was disappointed but understood my situation. Behind closed doors I have been cutting myself, writing in notebooks saying what I'm going to do to myself after the baby is born, I lost all confidence towards myself after my body was leaked to the internet.
Tay on the other hand, he's been patient with me he told me everything is going to be fine that I got this. I feel like a hoe and nobody is helping me, I feel lost.
"Jadya, can you come here!" My momma yelled my name as I slowly got up to opened the door.
It was a women in her mid-30s, with dark chocolate skin her eye shape like almond, eyes brown like chocolate milk. She stood about 5'6 wore a black suit that defined her curves with her hair slicked back into a low bun.
"Hello, Jayda I'm Lisa I'm going to be helping you throughout your pregnancy" Lisa said as she smiled and shook my hand.
"Nice to meet you Ms. Lisa." I smiled shaking her hand back.
She began to ask question like very personal questions, I looked at my mom for help but she was too busy on her phone. Then Lisa asked me a question that I have thought about by not thinking about it enough.
"Have you thought about keeping the baby, giving it up for adoption?" Lisa asked as she wrote some notes down.
"I'm keeping the baby." I said not thinking what I just said, I want to keep the baby because this is the only life that's going to keep me going.
After she asked about my personal life for 2 hours straight she left, I went into my room and looked on social media still getting tease at school I haven't told anyone because they will have a school meeting and everyone gone still wanna fight me. I'm sick of living like this, I know.
Does it makes sense now, shit got real things getting intense right now.
My phone ranged telling me someone calling me...Tay
Juice: Yes, Tay
Tay: How you feel, how's the baby?
Juice: Okay, and good
Tay: *voices in the background* Seven get off the phone.
Juice: who is Seven?
Tay: It's me, Tay is just my drug name. Seven is my real name, this is not about me okay I just called to check on you okay Jayda!
Juice: Yeah, Tay whatever bye
I hanged up before he could talk I'm just tired of the lies, I know he wanna tell me something. It was something holding him back, what was it. After this baby is born I wanna know so bad.
What do you think he's going to tell her?
Find out in the next chapter
