I stared at my belly in the mirror in two days I'll be 18, this is what I didn't want to be pregnant for my 18th birthday. It was a mistake it should've been another girl who should've been pregnant while I'm in school talking to my friends about what I'm going to do when I turn 18. Now I'm friendless, my whole goals down the drain, suicidal thoughts going back and fourth in my head. I dried my face and lotioned my body and put on my fitted black dress and my black sandals. Today, first time in 5 months I'm going to school I don't care about the negative comments that people are going to say. I want to finish school to still plan my goals and my baby.
I got in my car and turned on the radio first song that played was Rod Wave- Heart on Ice. I bobbed my head to the beat my heart started beating as I got closer to the school. A few minutes later, I pulled up to the school a lot of people turned their heads soon as I pulled up. Thank God I have tinted windows, I finally found me a parking spot and got my book bag out my back seat, as I'm walking stares get longer and people started whispering. I just blocked it out but it wasn't negative, it was just damn she got prettier and she's really pregnant. The boy who found out just looked mouth dropped.
"Damn, ol girl got pregnant and fine" the dread head boy said as he checked me out from head to toe.
I instantly got uncomfortable, and rolled my eyes. I went to my locker and started putting my combination in that's when someone called my name I turned my head it was Tay, and some other dudes.
"Hey Jayda, how are you?" Tay said as he smiled and rubbed his hands.
"I'm doing better, alive and well" I said as I smirked and turned back to what I was doing.
"Damn Iil ma don't wanna talk to you brudda" a dude said.
I turned around, he was darkskin, with medium size lips teeth white as paper, grillz on his bottom teeth. He was my dream boy, minus the crowd he was hanging around with. I smirked at him, and he happened to look at me then at my belly.
"Since Tay wouldn't introduce me to ya, I introduce myself. My name is Bam but people call me Benjamin which is my real name. That's Sean, Don, Trey, and Tio." He said as he shook my hand but his hand was soft.
"Nice to meet y'all, I'm Jayda but people call me Juice." I smiled.
"Well, I'm off to class I don't want to be late." I closed my locker.
"Let me walk you to your class, cause I know Tay wouldn't offered walking you to your first period." He looked back and gave him a nigga fuck you look.
We talked and laughed we finally got to my class I was about to walk in and he gently grabbed my arm, and handle me gently.
"One thing I don't care that you're pregnant, girls like you need respect and Tay didn't respect you he just care that you're carrying his baby and have a nice day Juice." He said as gently let go of my arms.
I smirked and walked into the class and everyone turned around their eyes got big when they seen me. I know today is going to be a long day.
