Dereliction

Chapter 8

A few weeks past and I have gotten closer to JYP and he even wanted to go on a date with me next week. Which on one hand is good because that means he'll care more for me, however I also found out that he's an asshole to other people.
I walk to his office and I get in and shut the door. I turn around and he's right in front of me.
"Oh, good morning Jinyoung" I smile sweetly and pretend I'm not uncomfortable with his closeness.
"Morning Miss Kang" he smirks at me and I'm a little confused because he's never called me that before, he's always just said Minji.
I start to get worried as if he's figured out that I'm not who i say I am.
"How can I help you sir?" I say stuttering.
"That man who always picks you up And drops you off, who is he?" His face gets closer to me and I feel even more uncomfortable. I can't tell him who Chan is so I'll just make up a name for him.
"Oh that's just my friend, Chris, he's also my older brother's best friend"
"Right is that so, then why do you blush everytime everytime he hugs you goodbye?" He says raising his eyebrow, it seems as though he's jealous.
"Oh no, he's just a friend I've known him for so long, why are you jealous?" I say smiling back at him.
"You know I am-" he says and he tries to  kiss me but thankfully another member of staff interrupts him.
"Mr Park, I have some queries about the opening party next week.." he says and goes and sits down at the desk.
"Uggh fine, couldn't it have waited?" JYP goes and sits down at his chair, he's clearly pissed off.
I leave and we continue the rest of the day as normal.
Later it's time for me to leave and I see chan's car waiting for me.
"Hey" i say as I get in and hug Chan and then remember what jyp said and I look up to his office and he's staring back at me.
I smile and wave and tell Chan to drive.
After we leave the car park I tell Chan about today.
"Ew really? He tried to kiss you?" Chan says smirking
"Yeah, but thankfully another member of staff interrupted him, what should I do next time he tries to do that?" I say
"Well Minji I'm sorry to say but I think you should just kiss him only because it's part of the plan" I make a face and he laughs at me,
"I know it's bad but just think of later on when you and us can be a team and like hang about together."
I look at his smile and I imagine the future when we're free to do whatever we want. He has such beautiful eyes and a kind smile. His strong arms are gripping the wheel and he focuses on the road.
I suddenly get the urge and lean towards him and kiss him. He looks shocked and pulls over.
"Well, I just didn't want him to be my first kiss" I say smiling shyly.
Then he moves towards me and kisses me, this time more passionately and forcefully.
After 5 minutes of making out, he breaks it off.
"Oh my god that was amazing but Felix, he really likes you and I can't do this to him." He says and I feel so guilty, honestly I think both of them and Felix is so sweet. He's also the one who told them about me so he's the reason I'm even here. But on the other hand Chan has looked after me and driven me to work every single day for the past couple of weeks and he's so kind and strong. I like them both, I don't know who to choose.
Chan's car pulls up to the house and I'm met by Woojin and Felix.
"Hey guys" I say as I hug them both.
We go in side as I glance at Chan and he's looking at me too.
Changbin, Jisung and Seungmin are watching tv. Whilst Jeongin and Minho seem to be cooking something.
"Where's Hyunjin?" I say looking around.
"Oh he went out to do something again" says Jisung
"Damn, that boi is so mysterious" I say and he laughs.
I go up to my bedroom and Felix follows me.
"Hey Minji, I wanna tell you something" he says and he closes the door behind him.
"Yeah what's up?" I say as he comes and joins me on my bed.
"Um, I just wanted to, er tell you that, I like you" he says and his usual shy self becomes strong. His eyes are fixed on mine. It's a bit scary to be honest, he literally went from shy Felix to someone like HyunJin in a few seconds.
"Oh ok Felix, are you ok?" I say and he leans forward towards me.
"Kiss me" he says and he pushes his lips into mine. What has got into him? He's not usually this violent. He pushed me downwards and so my head is pressed up against my pillow. His lips are lips are still hungrily kissing mine.
He's become more like he was when I first met him, so controlling.
I push him off and he stares straight at me.
"Wow, um Felix, what was that about?"
"Was I better?" He says still fixing his eyes on mine.
"Excuse me?"
"Was I better than him" he says a little angrier
"Who?" I say a bit scared.
"For fucks sake, Chan!" He says shouting at me.
"Felix you're scaring me, what do you mean?"
"When you came in i saw a bit of your lipstick on his lips, it was faint, but I could tell it was there"
I feel so guilty, Felix is so jealous but it's hurting me more than him.
"I'm sorry Felix, I didn't mean to hurt you"
"You knew I liked you and so did he and still you did that"
"I-"
"You're mine now, no one else's, understand" he says pushing my head back to my pillow and he kisses me again, this time more gentle and it's only a short kiss.
"Do you promise me?" He says and look back at him and he's much softer now, he's exactly like he was before we stepped into this room.
"Yes I promise" i say, honestly I still like Chan but I don't want to see that Felix again.
"You're my girlfriend now, so you stay loyal to me" he says and he let's lets me go.
"Ok" I say and he leaves my room and once I hear his door close, I turn on the tv as you make him think I'm still in my room and slowly open the door and tiptoe over to Chan's room.
"Chan?" I call out and look around his room.
"Minji? I'm in the shower, give me a minute" he calls back and I wait on his bed.
He comes back out with only his trousers on and he's drying his wet hair with a towel.
"What's wrong?" He says as he sees my shocked face.
"Felix was just really mad, he got so pissed off at me and he knows that we kissed in the car because apparently my lipstick was more smudged and you had some on your lips"
"Ummm yeah it did taste good"
"Shut up Chan, it was really scary"
"Yeah I've seen that Felix before, he gets to angry when he's jealous, it's super scary. Don't worry though just don't piss him off again"
"Easier said than done, you know that I like you, he said that if I ever even speak to you in a flirty manner he'd get that mad at me again"
"Well we'll have to keep it secret then" he says as he leans into me to kiss me.
"Chan are you not hearing what I'm saying, we can't do this and plus I thought Felix is 'ya boi' " I say and he laughs
"Omg haha I love you" he says and then realised what he said
"I mean love that." He says now confused at himself
He is so cute, oh no I'm getting another urge to kiss him, jeez I need to stop.
But I can't control myself and kiss him.
"I'm sorry, Chan I can't believe I did that, literally after what Felix just said im sorry I need to go" and I leave him and go back to my room and watch tv until I fall asleep.

*second chapter today! Thanks and don't forget to give me your opinions in the comments, Love ya;)*