Memories

One

I remember. I remember everything from the beginning, and that's what's killing me. I remember his deep voice, his cute laugh, his soft hair, his soft kisses, the way he smiles, his cute dimples.

Everything.

I'm slowly dying because of him. I can't sleep at night, I can't eat, I spend my days crying by the river. This river. The river we used to go together, everything seemed so beautiful and colourful, everything was great. Now, I only see grey everywhere.

I called him a billion times, but I bet he's already over me. I'm not. I must hate him for what he did, but I just can't.

My parents are worried about me, they think I should see a shrink. I didn't even told them why I'm so heartbroken.

I just can't resist him, I'm madly in love with him.

I remember, the first day I met him. He was running and he accidentally threw his orange juice at me: it was so embarrassing. He apologised and smiled.

"I'm so sorry."

I stood there in shock, not realising what was going on.

"No, it's, um, it's okay." I smiled feeling my cheeks blush. He was so handsome and I felt like shit this day. He helped me cleaning it and he asked me my number.

I remember how I felt wonderful, but now, everything's gone.

I should hate you for what you did, but I can't, so I hate myself a little more instead. I miss you, Harry.

dedicated to luxuarry bc she's so funny and wonderful and yeah

OMG LUXUARRY YOU JUST CHANGE UR USERNAME OK THEN

So dedicated to orchidpetals yeah bc yeah none of ur business