Today, I thought a lot about him. I miss him, really. I can't even go to school.
Halley is really worried about me, I haven't seen her in weeks.
My depression is getting deeper and deeper.
I need to see you, Harry. You don't want to see me but I need to see you.
I remember one day, the first time he told me he loved me. We were at the coffee where I loved to go. It was our third date, and we were really looking forward to it. Our romance wasn't just a romance, it was... a fantasy.
He would do anything for me and I'd do the same. This day, he ordered wine for us.
"Please give us the better wine you have, so she can enjoy it." He said to the waiter.
"Harry, you don't have to do that." I took his hand on the table after the waiter left.
"What? I love you, Lauren."
At this precious moment, my heart skipped and I felt shivers all through my body. I really loved him. And I really do.
The worst part in all this story is that he didn't even tried to call me. He just did it and disappeared. I hate myself for not being able to hate him. I wish I could go back and undo everything that could influenced his decision.
Halley called me this afternoon, wondering if everything was fine.
"Yeah, I'm just tired these days."
I shouldn't lie to my best friend, but it's a story that I can't tell like this. The man that I wanted to spend the rest of my life with is gone. There's nothing I can do to get him back.
*a/n*: okay folks so um, it's NORMAL that the chapters are really really short.
Don't worry lmao
Otherwise hope you like it
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Romancethe story of a depressed girl reminding everything she's been through «I'm physically here, but mentally away.»