Life Or Death | Poetry |

The War In My Head Still Rages On

Situations are getting disturbed, jumbled everything is so horrible.

Hoping has become my favourite yet the ugliest thing to me because that stupid thing always leads me to enter a void in which I never wanted to yet I have to because there is no option left!

Earlier I used to think talking is a good way to solve but no man. It's just not, it only just brings more complications to a scenario and make it more stupid, brings more hope and at the end more regrets.

Regret is one of my most hated things still I'm going through this and regretting my initiative towards the things which is making me crave through your heart which got no sentiments.

And if I ever get sentimental you make jokes, you play through it and make fun of them! I m expecting a proper reply from you Because I know, actually, now I know you just don't deserve the efforts I'm putting, initiatives I'm taking, still, I do stupidity and me myself become a regretting moment in my very own eyes.

You have no feelings so just please don't put efforts! If you don't want me then just don't put efforts, just don't.

So if you're reading this. My past self.

Get...A...Grip

Stop sulking nothing will change if you lock everyone out and one day you'll regret hating your own skin that you live in. So for once can you feel just something... A spark of love or friendship.

Can you just feel happy again?