In a flash

more than just a dream

Benji pov:

we were sitting on my bed and then the door gave out two soft knocks. " Benji..." my mom then waked in, "hey so whats going to be going on with you two?" we had totally forgot that we had to go to sleep sometime. " um Mrs. krol, would it be okay if I stayed over here tonight? well if you don't mind..." I could tell he didn't want to go home. "of course, and don't forget you can come over anytime youd like! well good night boys, I have to go on a night shift so I wont be seeing yall for the rest of the day". I was super excited to have jeyjey over, I was going to ask for him but I didn't know if he wanted to stay. " don't you have siblings?" jeyjey asks in confusion." oh yeah, my two brothers are in Ireland with my dad". " oh that's cool!". I looked at my phone and the time said 3:07 am, I looked at jeyjey and saw him yawn. I was getting pretty tired myself. " hey Benji, do you think we could go to bed soon im getting pretty tired." he said as he was yawning. " of course, its pretty early in the morning I was thinking about sleep too". " ok, oh wait Benji.... I can sleep out on the couch I f you want me too...." he said while I was turning on the lamp and turning off the main light. " no jeyjey you will sleep in here with me. .but its ok if you don't wa-" jeyjey interrupted me," thank you Benji, I will feel a lot better in here with you." we both we both started blushing and then smiled at each other. I wanted to kiss him so bad. what are you gonna do about your emotions???? you cant keep doing this just go for it!!!!!!! we sat in silence for a few seconds, although it felt like for ever. I don't know what jeyjey was thinking but I could for sure tell that he was happy. I was going to go for it.

by now I knew that jeyjey had a crush on me, I mean it was obvious.

I couldn't wait any longer, I didn't care at this point.  I looked at him and grabbed his arms I pulled in and kissed him. his lips were probably the softest thing I had ever touched. remembering he puts Chapstick on every like 5 mins. but that didn't matter . we stayed like that for ever, everything had blacked out, except for him. he was all I cared about. he pulled back looked at me blushing so hard that his face practically was a strawberry. his smiled and came back in with a hug, I hugged him back and I never wanted to let go. "Benji....." ."yes"..." I-I love you" he said with a whisper. " I love you too" we stayed hugging for about 5 more seconds. best hug ever!

we both just started to laugh, not jokingly but happily. I was so happy at this moment.  I got up and lifted up the cover to where I could lay my body underneath it. jeyjey had realized what I was doing and did the same. we were both extremely tired from the day before. I turned off the tv and then the lamp. when I lay back down I turned towards the middle of my bed. jeyjey did the same. when I did that I relized that my closet light eas still on. "oh darn it, let me go turn that off". " its ok Benji, you can leave it on. that way I can see your cute face". "awww, to bad I cant see yours" " haha im glad you cant".

jeyjey pov:

i watched Benji fall asleep, not being creepy or anything. i was just enjoying the fact that i wasbeing loved, and he was right there. i closed my eyes drifting away to dream about Benji, my future, and our future.

*lots of hours later*

i had woken up to the sound of glass breaking, luckily it came from the bathroom so itwasnt that big of a deal. i looked over to the door, it wasn't fully closed all the way and through the door i could see Benji bend over to the ground to pick something up. "oh dang it, ughhhh" i heard benji say with a loud whisper. he got up and peeked his head around the doorway to look at me. "oh sorry, i accidentally dropped the soap holder. ugh i guess i will have to get another one." " its fine Benji". i looked at my phone and it was 2:37 pm. " how long have you been awake?" " oh i guess like an hour."

"really? what were you doing?"

"oh um, totally not watching you sleep..."

" haha whatever"

( ok, hello....*waves* ok so can just like at least one person give me feedback, suggestions, anything really? sorry i haven't really been posting much, but whatever... also this is kinds bad, kinda cringey so that's what i have to work with. but i hope that who ever is reading this knows that i appreciate you, yes you!!!!! but byeeeeeeeee!!!!!!)