Just....

Unreal Existence

Seeing him standing there

Talking to his friends 

Laughing, Smiling, Hitting each other

I realized

I have never lived the life

The life of a mad woman

My heart beat goes crazy, 

When thinking about him

Thinking him, his gestures, his smile

I Wonder all day long 

'What is he up to?'

Saying his name

I relish in its bitter yet sweet rhythm

My eyes roam for him in the corridors

Searching for him till they hurt

In the corridors where hundreds walk

Ah, its too much of work

I think

I decided to forget him 

I tried my best 

But

My heart yearns for his presence

This betrayal of my heart

Leading me to his direction

Now I knew the feeling

The feeling of mad woman

I never wanted to be her

Yet here I am

Writing about him

His stupid smile

And his unreal existence 

Hi guys,

                     Sorry for not posting too long. I was kind of distracted from this work and I stopped writing at all. Recently I started to write again and I know it is not the best. Something is missing, I feel it too. I will change it soon and improve my writing. Please bear with me. Please support me by voting and I really like to read your comments so please comment. It really motivates me to write when I feel down. Thank you guys.

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