(Y'all Deezy Cut Off His Hair! 😍)
-Two Days Later
°Rain
"Alright Your Blood Pressure Is Good. What's Your Thoughts Today?" The Nurse Looked Up At Me.
"Nothing Much."
"Are You Sure? Any Thoughts On Suicide Or Anything Causing Harm To Yourself?"
"No. None At All."
She Nodded And Wrote It Down.
"Are You Having Any Thoughts On Harming Anyone Else?"
"No."
She Wrote That Down Also..Ugh.
"Okay Well Then Everything Is In Check Thank You For Your Time. I Will Be Back Later To Check On You Again." She Stood Up.
"Okay Your Welcome And Thank You."
"Your Welcome."
I Rolled My Eyes As The Nurse Walked Out After Her Daily Check Up On Me For The 150th Time Today. This Suicide Watch Thing Gets On My Nerves Completely Like I Cannot Even Breathe Hard Without Them Coming And Checking On Me. I Am So Over This I Wanna Go Home. Just Then My Room Door Opened Revealing My Mother.
"Good Morning Sweetheart." She Smiled And Closed The Door Behind Her.
For The Past Few Days She's Been Doing A Good Job With Her Emotions Due To Her Losing My Father. She Hasn't Really Cried Around Me, But I Know When She's At Home Alone She Is Going Through It And She's Crushed.
"Good Morning Mama."
"How Are You Sweetie?"
"I've Had Better Days."
She Took A Seat Next To The Bed And Sighed.
"Look Rain, I Know Eveything Is Hard But We Have To Continue To Go On You Know He Would Want Us Too."
I Know My Mother Wants This Situation For Us To Be Peaceful But It's Hard Especially For Me....Last Night I Was Gonna Call My Dad To Check On Him. But That's When I Realized That I Was Never Gonna Reach Him...
"Mom I Understand But It's So Hard." Tears Started To Fill My Eyes.
I Love My Daddy...I Was A Daddy's Girl At Times...Him Leaving Really Made Me Wanna Leave.
"Rain Don't Start That Crying. I Need You To Just Be Strong For Me And Help Me Get Through This...We Will Help Each Other Get Through This Together."
"Okay." I Sighed.
Just Then My Room Door Opened Revealing Odell.
"Good Morning Ladies." He Came In And Closed The Door Behind Him.
"Good Morning." My Mom Smiled.
"Good Morning." I Gave Him A Light Smile And Sat Up In My Bed.
"How Are Y'all?" He Walked Up And Gave My Mom A Hug.
"I'm Fine Just Talking To Rain." She Sat Back Down.
Odell Came And Gave Me A Hug And Then Took A Seat.
"How Are You Rain?"
"I'm Fine."
"Oh Okay."
For A Few Minutes It Was A Awkward Silence.
"Okay I'm Gonna Go Get Some Coffee I'm Gonna Let You Guys Talk." My Mother Stood Up.
"Okay." I Nodded.