(Continuing From Last Chapter.)
°Rain
After A Long Day At The Store I Wanted To Just Kick Back And Crash For The Night Soon As I Got Home. I Walked Into The Living Room To See My Mother Watching Tv.
"Hey Momma How Was Your Day?" I Sat Down Next To Her.
"Fine And Yours? How Did It Feel To Be Back?"
"Honestly Mom It Was A Little Bit Nerve Racking. Because My Employees Was Coming To My Office Giving Their Condolences And All. But I Made It Through The Day."
"That's Good. Someone Is Waiting Upstairs For You."
Wait What?
"Who?" I Frowned.
"Go Upstairs And See."
"Okay.." I Stood Up And Made My Way Upstairs.
I Really Wanna Know Who It Is And Why Are They Here. I Opened My Bedroom Door To See Odell Sitting On My Bed. I Can't Believe He's Here.
"Hey." He Looked At Me.
"Hi...What Are You Doing Here?" I Closed My Door Behind Me.
"I Had Ta' Stop By Ta' See You Cause You Didn't Show Up."
Lord...
"I'm Sorry I Had A Emergency At Work."
"All Of Sudden? You Haven't Been There In Weeks And Everything Was Fine, Now All Of A Sudden It's A Problem?"
Wait Hold Up He Needs To Relax..
"First Of All No Matter What Business Is Business And The Show Must Go On. Second Who Are You To Check Me Like I'm A Child? You Need To Have Several Seats."
He Stood There And Raised His Dusty Ass Eyebrows.
"Look I Ain't Trynna Come At You Crazy Or Whatever But I Just Wanted You There To Support Me Like I've Been Doing You."
I Sighed And Sat Down.
"Imma Just Be Honest...I Thought I Was Over It And Okay With The Fact That The Baby Has Arrived. But It Turns Out I'm Not, It's Nothing Personal To Amir But This Is A Lot For Me And I Just Need Time."
He Sat Down With Me And Ran His Hand Across His Face.
"Rain Just Say It, Be Honest Wit' Me...You Still Mad At Me Aren't You?"
I Mean..
"Honestly Yes..I Am. I Thought I Got Over It But I Haven't..So I Don't Know What More To Tell You."
Now Don't Get Me Wrong I Do Believe That One Day I Will Be Willing To See Amir And Be Okay With It. But Just Not Right Now.
"I Understand What Your Saying Rain But.....Shit I Don't Kno." He Shrugged His Shoulders.
"No Don't Shut It Down Feel Free To Speak Your Mind."
"Ta' Be Deadass Honest Rain I'm In Love Witchu And I Will Always Be In Love Witchu, I Ain't Even Gone Lie I Can Still See Us Working Things Out. But I Kno' That's Not Where Both Of Our Heads Is At Right Now. In All Honesty I Just Really Wanted You Ta' Just Suck It Up And Support Me That's All."
I Sat There In Shock And Tried To Take Everything In That He Just Said. But I Couldn't Because I Was Starting To Get Filled Up With Rage, I Cannot Believe He Just Said That I Needed To Suck It Up And Support Him. What The Fuck?
"So...My Feelings Don't Matter? That's What Your Telling Me?"
"I Didn't Say That I Just Said I Wanted Support."
