(Malcolm In The MM.)
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I Sat Back In My Seat Taking A Deep Breath As Linda Pulled Off..Today Was Really Hard For Me That's Why When We Found Out What The Baby Was We Dipped Out.
I Just Had To Go I Couldn't Stay There Any Longer...And Then On Top Of That Rella's Mom Mary Had The Nerve To Be Rude As Fuck. I've Never Done Anything To That Lady A Day In My Life And She Goes And Does That.
I Gotta Give Myself A Round Of A Applause Because It Took Everything In Me Not To Go There With Her. Cause Lord Knows How Bad I Would Have Roasted Her If I Would Have Gone There.
"You Good Over There Sis?" Linda Looked Over At Me.
"Yes. I'm Just Thinking About The Party That's All."
"Did You Enjoy It?"
"I Tried To..But It Just Wasn't For Me."
I Should Have Just Never Came..But At The Same Time I Had To Be There To Support Odell.
"How Are You Feeling?"
"I.....I Don't Know Honestly."
"Are You Happy?"
"Yeah I Guess...Odell Has Always Wanted A Boy....And Now He Got It."
I Know I Promised Odell That I Would Let The Past Go And Focus On The Present But At The Same Time...The Past Is The Present...Not The Cheating But The Person He Was Cheating On Me With. Now Here She Is Having His First Child...Not Me.
"Rain...I Got A Serious Question And I Want You To Answer It."
"What Is It?" I Looked At Her.
"Do You Think You Will Ever Fully Forgive Odell And Accept The Situation?"
I Turned My Head Looking Out The Window...That Was A Good Question.
"To Be Honest I Don't Know...Maybe Because I Am Still Angry Inside."
"But Does Your Anger Come From Him Or The Fact That He's Having A Baby?"
"Both."
But The Situation That I Am Mad At The Most Is The Baby. It Just Broke My Heart.
"How Do You Deal With All Of This Anger?"
"I Don't...I Just Find A Way To Cope With It. But Did I Tell You What Ms Mary Said To Me Before You Got There?"
"No What Happened?"
"Girl So When We First Got There Odell Went Over And Spoke To Ms Mary And Rella. But I Didn't Go With Him I Went And Sat Down, So Then About A Few Minutes Later He Came Up To The Table And Asked Me If I Can Go Talk To Ms Mary. Because She Felt Like I Was Being Rude For Not Saying Anything To Her."
"But We All Know She Doesn't Care For You."
"EXACTLY And Half Of The Time When I Speak To You You Look Disgusted And Annoyed. So To Me It's Like Why Are You Worried About Me Speaking To You When You Always Give Me The Cold Shoulder?"
"I Agree With You. Why Keep Extending Your Hand When She's Not Extending Hers Back Out Either?"
My Point Exactly.
"So Then I Told Odell Fine I Will Say Hi And Bye That's It. So We Went Over To Her And I Said Hi Or Whatever Next Thing You Know She Says Hi Back And Then She Says I Looked Nice But I Would Look Even Better If My Attitude Wasn't So Fucked Up."
Linda's Mouth Then Opened Wide.
"Wait Bitch She Told You That?"
"Yes Bitch! And When I Tell You I Wanted To Cuss Her The Fuck Out Like Really? Why Would You Even Try And Get A Rise Out Of Me When You Know This Is Not The Time Or The Place?"
