I woke up to jugs mom knocking on the door. " guys want breakfast "
" we will be down " I said sat up and shook jug softly.
" morning " he grumbled
" morning time for breakfast "
" okay " he was sad and soft today he different. I loved him and this hurt to see " can I hold your hand "
" yeah " he softly held it. I hate seeing him so sad. We went downstairs and sat down and ate.
" so we called you both in sick at school so you can pack and spend the day together "
" okay "
" jughead you know this was the plan why are you mad "
" I'm not mad " he said
" okay " we ate in silence and I took jug to my room and I started packing everything up.
" i don't like you sad "
" well I can't be happy "
" juggie I'm going to have a family of my own that's happy "
" okay can we talk "
" yeah "
" so you know I was heartbroken and it was because my girlfriend lived with us until she got back on her feet and her job and doing good and once she did she left all her stuff was gone i texted her over and over again and called until I finally got a text back and she said some horrible things to me made me feel so worthless in the world and I attempted to kill myself 3 times I was in the hospital for awhile and went through counseling and now I have you and I love you so much you actually just make me happy and your leaving and it hurts "
I broke down crying. He pulled me in his arms rocking me " I love you so much "
" I love you to "
" I just don't want to lose you "
" you won't lose me I'll call and I'll text every night and I'll see you at work and school and we will have sleepovers and dates I'm so sorry juggie I didn't know "
" I'm not blaming you for anything you just needed to know "
" why is life so mean to you all you are is so sweet and nice "i held onto him tightly
" oh betts I'm bummed out I don't want you to go but you'll be happy and it will be okay "
" really "
" yes "
"Okay "
" I want you to have a family it's just going to take me some time "
" I don't want to leave you anymore "
" baby look at me " I looked at him" you will have fun and have a family that will love you and support you "
" you will love and support me " he softly kissed my lips.
" you need a different type of support "
" I want you to be happy "
" I'll be fine " I kissed him and we kissed for a little people call it making out but they were just soft sweet kisses. They made me happy. We were interrupted by jugs mom
" oh sorry "
" mom it's fine we were just kissing "
" so how is packing going. "
" we were talking for awhile"
" everything good "
" yeah "
