Today I had to say goodbye to jug for college. And I was so sad because I have dreaded this. He said goodbye to his parents and now he was at my house and going to say goodbye to me.
" bye " I said trying to push him out.
" betts this is hard on me please actually say goodbye "
" i can't say goodbye "
" please "
" I love you juggie but I don't want you to go "
" I know but I have to "
" goodbye "
" your going to make me cry betts please "
" no jug don't cry "
" I love you a lot if you want to not say goodbye fine I'll leave but it will hurt my heart "
" okay " I hugged him " I love you jug and I'll miss you cute face so much "
" I love you to and I'll miss you so much "
" your handsome and I'm very proud of you just sucks your going to be a couple hours away "
" yeah "
" I love you " I gave him a kiss
" call me if you need anything at all even if your sad call me. "
" okay "
" I got to go by baby "
" bye " he left I sadly went to my room and laid in bed and Buried myself in blankets I ended up crying because I missed jug already. My mom and dad came in my room.
" pumpkin he just left for college your still dating"I just dug myself into blankets and cried Jug makes me happy I hate not having him. They softly rubbed my back. " do you want to lay down in Are room and we can put a movie on " I nodded. " okay pumpkin let's go " i went in there room. And they let me lay with them. " why is jughead leaving for college so hard "
" because everyday I spend is with jug "
" you guys don't have class together "
" but we always ate lunch together "
" I'm sorry he had to go though and next year you get to go and you guys will be together again "
" juggie makes me so happy I hate not having him "
" you'll have to find new things to make you happy. "
" I don't want to I want juggie he is sweet and he cuddles me when I'm sad and he is amazing "
" pumpkin he will visit and it will be okay "
" I know "
" didn't he say if you were sad to call him "
" I don't want to call him "
" why"
"Because juggie is really stressed and I don't want to add to it "
