You heard a knock on the door and stood up to go open it. You opened it saw that it was Kusuo. "Great you got my text. Please come in." you opened the door wider and stepped aside to let him in.
"What did you need me for?" He asked.
"I need to talk with you."
"About what?"
"I remember." You said it straight away to try and avoid anything awkward.
"H-how much?" He stuttered from shock.
"B-basically everything. I'm left with these conflicting emotions. I-I don't know how to even begin to describe them. Please," you begged, "Tell me why you didn't tell me this sooner." You began to tear up.
Kusuo put his head down in shame. He knew that he'd eventually had to tell you but he wasn't ready for confrontation yet, "I'm sorry. You know I'm not the right person when it come showing emotions."
"That's not an excuse! You're my best friend, we've known each other since childhood so I don't understand why you couldn't just man up and tell me!" You shouted.
"Y/n I-"
"I-I'm sorry I didn't mean to yell... I'm just upset and disappointed. J-just give me a minute I need to gather myself." Kusuo watched you walk towards the bathroom. He sighed and ran his hand through his hair feeling the guilt. His chest tightened in pain. You walked back to Kusuo and sat down next to him on the couch and took a deep breath. There was an awkward silence since neither of you knew what to say.
Kusuo decided to speak up."Listen I'm sorry, I truly am. I know it's not an excuse and I know it's not the answer your looking for but I really love you. I honestly do and I want to show it to you. But I can't if you won't let me. I don't want you to suffer with these bad emotions anymore. I don't want Teruhashi or any other girl in this universe that isn't you. So please can you let me love you in the best way I can." Sincerity laced into every word he spoke.
"I want to forgive you in all honesty, I..... I just don't feel confident enough to restart this relationship. I don't feel confident in myself. What if I weigh you down? What if I'm not ready to change when you willing just to do all of this just for me? I think you better off with someone else." Tears streamed down your face.
Kusuo gently lifted your chin to face him and he wiped away your tears. He rested your head on his chest and stroked your head as you sobbed into his shirt. He hated that fact the he was the reason your crying. He wished that he could go back in time to fix things, but that would only cause more problems in the future. He has all this power and yet he is so useless. He whispered into your ear, "There is no one else in this city, country, planet, universe, dimension, and so on that I could love more than you. I will wait forever if I have to, you don't have to forgive me but just please can you stay by my side?"
You lifted you head off his chest and was shocked to see that he was crying as well. Not knowing what to do you hugged him. You could tell he was shocked but he eventually hugged you back. Still in tears you spoke, "I-I'll give you a chance. This love is going to be hard, but I need you you tell me things, my trust in you I close to none."
"I know trust is hard to gain but I will do anything to regain your trust. I won't hide things from you anymore."
"Alright I'll be willing try as-long as you are."
Edited 11/18/19
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