"Triton Im going out ok" I stated blatantly its been a year and four months being with triton but we hardly communicate he's always busy. Curses me for the things I can't control but says he loves me and say sorry every time but still repeat the cycle. "Where to?". "Just going out with friends". " ok I love you" "love u too". -sighs- after hanging up video call. Why am I even still in this relationship if ik I'm loosing feelings and he's pulling me back from God. I ask myself but every time I ask myself this question I become annoyed because ik why, its because I know his past , I know he's struggling and dont want to leave him on a Lim because he needs someone to be there for him. To love him but what if I can't anymore. What if staying around drains me. Makes me unhappy just to see someone else smile. Thats always been me anyways. "Anastasia!! You ready" an all too familiar voice shouts that interrupts my thoughts. My mom. "Yes I am !" I shout back. "Gimmi one sec!" I shout again. I figured more than likely that my friends were here. So I added the finishing touches for my sleep over tonight. Yea i know what your thinking a sleep over ?. After I told triton I was going out. I just didnt want him calling me again tonight. Not up for the convo as I said before our relationship makes me unhappy very unhappy. I'm all he's got tho so I dont wanna leave him. I dash downstairs in my PJ dress (haha I know). Walk into the living room and shouts "who's readaay to partayyy!!" By all means all we are going to do is have bible study and have devotion tonight. "I am!" Jacob shouts
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