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Chapter 13

Y/N POV
I was laying down in my bed rubbing my belly I'm currently 38 weeks one more week until I have our little girl. Billie hasn't been any help I'm the one who goes to the doctors appointments alone she basically just goes to the "studio" and comes back home screaming and throwing things at me only thing that keeps me sane is my babygirl hell billie doesn't even know the gender. I was in my thoughts until I got a message from Clare I told her about the pregnancy and she wanted to be there when the baby is born

ClareBear💓: I'm outside open up so I can see you waddle with a belly 😂

Yea I waddle it's hard being 4'11 and pregnant I waddled to the door opening it and was bombarded with hugs and kisses all over my face I giggled it was cold outside cause we're basically in the middle of winter in february.

"Ugh Clare I missed you so much billie doesn't even care anymore but she was the one who wanted me to get pregnant" I rolled my eyes she placed her hand on my stomach trying to find her I moved her hand to were she was resting at

"Sheesh y/n she's a little kicker" she chuckled

"I know she stays up at night too do you wanna see her nursery ?"

"Sure"

We walked down the hall I pulled out a key I put a lock on the door since my room and the nursery is combined but I don't want billie to be destroying the baby's things. I unlocked the door and heard clare gasp

I smiled at my work I did all this alone I felt a sharp pain and groaned a little gripping the crib

"Y/n are you ok ?"

I nodded my head yes and get up walking out the room clare following behind me I locked the door and gripped the handle feeling that pain again

"Clare take me to my bed please I need to lay down"

She picked me up laying me on my bed she laid with me rubbing my head I laid on my side cause that only stopped the pain I felt the baby switch to the side I wasn't laying on I put my hand on my side rubbing it she was kicking I smiled knowing she was ok the pain stopped and clare was already sleeping I closed my eyes slowly falling asleep. I woke up to a screaming billie I shot up awake startled I rolled over out of bed feeling annoyed my back hurts my boobs are leaking milk and I'm having these annoying pains. I walked into the living room watching her just scream about nothing

"I swear to fucking god finn why can't you just understand I don't want a baby I'm to young for a fucking kid I think I'm going to move back to cali bro"

I looked at her in disbelief as she continued to ramble on and on I could tell finneas was upset with her telling her she's being a child I mean she still is but she wanted me to have my little girl and now she just wants to leave she can leave I can take care of her myself. I finally spoke up

"You know what billie leave I don't care I really don't you're a piece of shit you know that I don't need this shit you've beat me you kill every or anyone who finds me interesting you cheat on me I don't even think we're together so it can't be cheating you just sleep around cause you're still upset that brandon left you well get over it jesus fucking christ"

She stared at me as if I spoke another language then her eyes looked darker than usual

"Who. the fuck. are you talking to ? It's not me because you know better god your so lucky you pregnant cause if you wasnt I'd smack the hell outta you"

I stomped my way over to her pushing her hard

"Do it"

I pushed her again

"Come on billie you're so bad"

I pushed her harder this time

"FUCKING DO IT YOU ASSHOLE I WISH ID NEVER MET YOU I WISH ID SAID NO TO TOURING WITH SOMEONE GOD IM SO FUCKING STUPID I REALLY THOUGHT YOU CHANGED BUT GUESS WHAT YOURE STILL A WHINEY LITTLE CHILD GOD I HATE YOU. "

I kept pushing and hitting her in her chest crying she gripped my wrist and looked down at me

"Calm down okay ? I'm sorry and also did you pee on yourself?"

I looked down seeing the puddle dripping down my leg then the pains from earlier came again oh shit I'm in labor I waddled to my bedroom shaking clare awake she looked confused

"My water broke"

She shot up in action grabbing my birth bag and the baby car seat billie surprisingly helped me to the car and got in the car yelling at clare the directions on where to go I was in so much pain billie grabbed my hand holding onto it I felt the sharp pain come again throwing my head back.

We made it to the hospital when we walked in the nurses they put me in a wheelchair taking me to a room

-TIME SKIP TO THE LABOR-

"Ok y/n gimme a big push"

I let out a deep breath pushing

"Good good I see her head gimme another one"

I started crying looking up at billie she gave me a soft smile and kissed my forehead I pushed again hearing my beautiful baby girl crying the doctors cleaned her up giving her to me

"Hi baby hi my sweet girl" I kissed her forehead and held her the whole time billie was rubbing her head softly she sat next to us saying how she was the most beautiful thing she's seen. Clare was smiling cooing over her.

"Hello y/n and miss. o'connell I'm just here to get the name of the baby"

Billie looked at me as if I had the answer which I did I looked at my bundle of joy

"Her name is Charlotte sophia o'connell" I smiled my beautiful girl charlotte

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