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⚠️Chapter 20⚠️

⚠️TRIGGER WARNING⚠️
ANOTHER ROLLER COASTER
MINI ABUSE

Y/N POV

It's been two weeks since we moved back to california. Lately I've been feeling so sick billie doesn't care guess what she's doing? If your answer is fucking brandon then you are correct! I haven't felt this sick since I was pregnant with charlotte unless

Oh fuck

Jess didn't pull out fast enough when we fucked that one time. I grabbed my purse and car keys I walked out the door with charlotte and made my way to the pharmacy to pick up a true blue test cause they be on point.

I got to the pharmacy and bought four of them as soon I went to the restroom in the back and I was getting gut feeling again. I did the whole pee thing on all of them and waited five minutes I got a text from billie saying she was going to be at the "studio" don't see how when finneas is in new york but go ahead sis. Five minutes had passed and I grabbed all four they all said the same thing

PREGNANT

Oh my god billies is going to kill me. I put the test in my purse and pushed charlotte in her stroller. I grabbed some food for me and charlotte since she was crying when we made it back home I saw billies car. I really wish she wasn't here but I guess I'm going to have to see her eventually I got out the car holding charlotte she was sleeping so when I heard music blasting I was highly pissed but I noticed charlotte was still sleeping she's such a heavy sleeper

I put her in her room and went into me and billies room I decided I wanted to shower putting my purse on the bed. I started the shower and stripped my clothes off I stepped in letting the hot water splash on my skin I closed my eyes throwing my head back enjoying one of the times I get a bit of freedom from billie. I finished washing myself and grabbed my towel wrapping it around me stepping out I did my hygiene routine and walked out the restroom turning off the lights. When I stepped out I noticed my purse was gone I must've left it in the kitchen I put on some pajama pants and one of billies shirts. I walked out the room noticing the music stopped I walked downstairs noticing my purse on the couch I thought I left it on the counter I guess not. I felt like there was someone watching me I looked around not seeing anyone I grabbed the purse opening it

"What the fuck where are they"

I whisper yelled looking for the pregnancy test dumping everything out. I looked over my shoulder noticing the kitchen light was off I noticed a figure standing there they threw something out of the kitchen it was the pregnancy test

"B-b-billie you're scaring me"

She let out a deep chuckle and it stopped it's like she was there but not all the way it scared me she never acted like this it was so quiet like everything from the outside of the house was gone

"Who's baby ?"

Her voice sent chills up my spine it wasn't her voice it was low and cold I gulped the big lump in my throat trying not to seem terrified

"WHOS ?!?!"

I jumped up as her voice boomed around the house I must've looked like a scared puppy cause she started laughing she walked out from the dark kitchen with this crazed look in her face I backed up on the wall frozen with fear she placed both her hands above my head as she stared me in the eyes with the scariest look on her face I caved in

"J-j-jess"

"Who's speak up y/n"

She banged her hand against the wall. I swallowed any saliva I had left.

"Jess"

I felt tug on my hair then thrown on the couch. I tried crawling off the couch but to no luck I was pulled back by my ankle and flipped over on my back she gripped my face staring at me

"I just can't get rid of that stupid bitch can I ? She had to get you pregnant huh ? You think you can leave ? Oh no no no see when people ask why you're pregnant your gonna say we decided to get pregnant understand ? Say it say yes billie"

"Yes billie"

She flipped her hair to the side letting out a sigh and getting up she grabbed her car keys and walked out leaving me there paralyzed with fear when I heard her leave the driveway I let out a loud broken gasp crying right after. I don't know who that was I don't know what billie is doing I just hope she doesn't come back for a long time. I was shaking on the couch thinking back on when I had my freedom and how did I get back to being a prisoner again. I got up going to charlottes room taking her out her crib sitting in the rocking chair watching her sleep. I stayed like that having her on my chest. I put her back in her crib and sitting back in the chair falling asleep. It must've been hours cause I woke up hearing billie pulling in it was 10:58 at night. I walked into our room turning on the tv sitting on the bed. I soon heard her footsteps booming up the stairs and to our room when she made it in the room she walked over to me gripping my left hand

"Will you marry me ?"

I stared at her like she was crazy I was going to say no but I knew how'd that end so I said the only answer I know she'd make me say

"Yes"

"Good girl you're learning to watch yourself"

I nodded my head as she kissed my forehead and walked to the restroom

I'm trapped now. There's no escape.

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