Torn&Bruised

Chapter Uno :3

(heyyyy everyone!! welcome to mah storeh :3 I am gonna post this chapter, and the character chapter thingy o.O and if it gets possitiveness then I shall continue it ;3)

Asher's POV

"ASHER!!!! where the hell are you?!" I hear Jayy say. "YOU NEED TO STOP!" he yells.

"I haven't done anything yet... leave me alone." I say.

"You WHORE! get out of the bathroom and stop this NOW! I don't like it when you do this! you know that!"

"Jayy, i said leave me alone." holding the razor blade in my hand, I slowly slit my wrist little by little... it hurts, but not enough. i cut deeper and groan a little.

"ASHER!!!" he bangs on the door. I push down harder on the blade and watch the blood flow out of my wrist. I lean against the wall and slide my back down until i'm sitting.

"ASH!!! QUIT IT!!!" He crys.

"Shut up..." I say, cutting more slits in my wrist.

"WHY SHOULD I SHUT UP WHEN MY BROTHER IS IN THE BATHROOM WITH THE DOOR LOCKED CUTTING HIMSELF!?!??!?!!?!!?!?!!?!?!?" He yells some what in a panic. 

I sigh and throw the blade in the droor and wash off my wrist, then wrap I it with some paper towls to stop some of the bleeding. I unlock the door. Jayy opens it and stares at me with tear-filled eyes.

"I-I'm sorry Jayy." i say a little heart broken at his look.

"don't do it again... please..." he says, and slowly leans forward and hugs me.

I sigh.

Jayy's POV

Asher made me cry... he doesn't usually cut in the mornings before school... He really worries me.

"Asher... we need to go to school. come on... lets go." I say 

"yayyyy back to hell!" he replies sarcastically.

"Ash, come on. its not THAT bad. lets go." I grab his arm and pull him out the front door. "we're going to miss the bus if you don't hurry." I say, pulling him faster and watching the bus pull up to the bus stop.

Asher starts walking a little faster. "the bus can wait. I'm not going to run that far." he says.

"okay, fine. but i will." I run all the way to the bus and get on. As usual, there is only one seat left. I sigh and sit down. Asher steps onto the bus and looks at me.

Ashers POV

I get on the bus and look over at asher. As usual I hear a million whispers. "faggot" "emo" "peice of shit" all of them directed towards me. Welcome to my hell.

I walk over to where Jayy is and sit beside him. I look around and see everyone staring at me.

The bus starts moving and everyone goes back to their own conversasions. I look behind me and see Jake sitting with Tray in the back. I turn back around quickly and look at Jayy.

"Jayy...."

"yes, Ash?"

"Do you think Jake is really my friend?..."

"I don't know... you shouldn't worry about it. He is an ass anyways. I think you should have never been his friend in the first place."

I sigh. "y-yeah..."

Jakes POV

"Heh. Look what the cat dragged in. its Ass-er." I say to Tray

"Heh. Yeah. The faggot from down the street. We should go teach him a lesson."

"okay. when we get to school, I say we go and mess with him." 

"Yeah. sounds good."

Jayys POV

I sigh. hearing all these side comments about Asher everyday makes me feel like i'm a bad brother... am I?

"Jayy?" I hear Asher say.

"yes?"

"are you alright?"

"huh? yeah... uh... Ash... do you think i'm a good brother?"

"Well yeah, of course i do." he says, smiling.

"its just... you're lonely... and you think Jake is your friend, but... he's an ass. I just feel like... i'm not helping you enough." I sigh.

Asher sits there silently for a moment... I assume he's thinking... but I cant really tell.

Ashers POV

Do I really worry him that much? I dont want to... I love Jayy... He has stopped me from killing myself a few times and hes always been there for me... I dont know what i would do without him......

I sit in silence, not answering his question.

-the bus pulls to a stop-

rows of people start piling off the bus one by one. I stay until the last person gets off, then me and Jayy get up and get off. it starts pouring outside. We run inside to see Jake and Tray standing infront of my locker.

"Tray you bitch what are you doing infront of my locker??!" i growl.

"Ooh nothing." he says laughing. "what are you doing here, fag? shouldnt you be out looking for some guy to go up your ass??"

I quickly make a fist and punch him in the nose as hard as I can.

"you BITCH!" he yells, shoving me against the lockers and punching me multipul times in the face. 

I groan. Then all of the sudden, he stops. I open my eyes and see Jayy fighting Tray. Jayy hasn't fought anyone... EVER...

"J-Jayy..." I say in shock. suddenly a teacher breaks the fight up. Jayy didnt have a scratch on him... Tray was beaten up pretty bad though.

Jayys POV

I get pulled away from Tray by a teacher and I see Ash's suprised face. Tray got beat up really bad. I am better at fighting than i thought... anything to protect Asher I suppose. 

"You arent as little as I thought" Asher says smiling.

"Y-yeah... guess not."

"Thanks... I-I owe you one... well... a lot of ones..."

"Heh. Its not a big deal, Ash. you're my brother... you deserve the best."

Ash simply smiles.

(well thats all for the first chapter x.x I know its short!! sorry!! and I know that Blake hasn't came into the picture yet. he will be in the next chapter :3 please VOTE and COMMENT I love all you hoes!! bai!!! ~Kaylee)