Torn&Bruised

Chapter Quatro ;3

(HEY HOES!!! This be chapter 4. ;3 the part at the begining is part of the story. try not to get confused. it will all make sense!!! xD)

- I take a deep breath and look down at the small peice of glass that I broke off of the bottle. My mind was made. I took the shard and pressed it against my wrist, slowly cutting it in long strokes. Tears stream from my eyes. I try to think about the pain to get my mind off of everything else... I never do this.... Whats going on...?! -

Jakes POV

Blake... Kissed me... He's so sexy......... why does he have to be so sexy? I can't go out with a guy... that would ruin my reputation... but... hes sooooo hot.... I sigh. then try to forget it ever happened.

Ashers POV

I check the time. Two more hours before Jayy gets home. I sigh. "what will I do until then?" I look at my wrists again to see the butterflies.

"Maybe I can... draw?"

I grab a sharpie and look at my right wrist. (yes, Asher is left handed) I slowly start to draw another butterfly right beside Jayy's. It's a lot smaller. I color it in then name it Asher. Jayy is the mature one... I'm the one still trying to find its wings and learn to fly...

I check the time again. only 5 minutes had passed. I sigh. I pick up my phone and check my messages. 2 from Jayy and one from Jake... Seeing Jakes name made my skin crawl. I wanted to kick his ass, but then I opened the text.

*Dear Ash...

I've been wanting to say sorry for everything i've done to you.

I realize that i'm hurting you and I really feel bad.

Please accept my apology...

I think we can still be friends.

~Peace out, Jake.*

 I sit, surprised at the message. Maybe Jake DOES care... I open one of the messages from Jayy.

*Hey, Ash... I was just texting you to see how you are doing... you haven't cut yet today have you? Please don't... I can't see you killing another butterfly. It would kill me.*

I sigh, then open the other message.

*Ash... Pease answer... I need someone to talk to... I think i'm losing my mind....! Please..... Answer...*

My eyes widen. Jayy.... w-what is wrong?? did something happen?? I quickly message him back.

*What happened!?!?! Jayy, please tell me you're alright!!!*

I am in a panic. Jayy is the only one who cares about me... I hope nothing bad has happened... I can't afford to lose him... He doesn't text me back... I start to freak out. Pacing back and forth, losing my mind almost. Finally my phone goes off. I stare at it for a minute before picking it up and looking at what Jayy texted:

*I'm fine.... its just.... I... I... I cut.*

"HE DID WHAT?!!?!?!?!!?!?!" I yell, not believing my eyes. Jayy.... h-he's NEVER EVER done that.... was it my fault?? Is it because I left him alone today?? was... was this ALL my fault...? 

 My phone goes off again.

*Ash.... ...... .... I didn't want to... or mean to... It just... happened.... I know how you feel now. I hate it... I'm sorry, Ash. For everything. Please don't think that this is your fault.....*