Dear No One, I Love You

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jinyoung woke up in pain. his mom yelled at him yesterday, making sungjin help her punish him. jinyoung had a few bruises on his face and body.

you useless piece of shit! at least start acting like an omega!

jinyoung remember those words clearly. that's all he has ever been told, anyways. it wasn't just his family that told him, too.

jinyoung got up and limped over to his bathroom. he cleaned up a bit before going to his desk.

he always hide the bruises and cuts with makeup. he would make himself seem more tan than he really was. he was almost as pale as a ghost. 

after applying makeup, jinyoung picked up his favorite pencil and started scribbling onto a piece paper.

dear no one,

mom's ugly friends came over last night... i know i should obey mom since she is an alpha but it hurts... like their thing is just so disgusting and they already have mates... and i hate this stupid scent i have to put on every time! it's so urgh... i feel so disgusted... it turned red today tho... and mom's beating for not obeying her yesterday hurts like hell.. i really just hope it recovers before anyone notices... especially if they are my mate...i dont want them hating me as much as they do.. i hate these feelings and i wish i wasnt such an omega.. i couldve been anything but an omega.. but no, the people above decided that i should be a stupid omega and be the first in an all alpha, beta clan to be born!!! who does that!! oh- i think someone is coming upstairs i better leave! bye~

jinyoung neatly folded the paper and slipped it into an envelope before sungjin knocked on the door.

"hey bitch, get up. mom and dad wants you talk to you before they leave," sungjin harshly said before leaving.

jinyoung signed before writing the address onto the paper and packing his school stuff. he slipped on an oversized sweater and  jeans before leaving his room. the omega walked down to the kitchen, where his parents and younger brother were having family time.

"jinyoung, our family is coming over, dont come home tonight," his dad coldly said before talking to sungjin.

"yes, sir," jinyoung said before leaving the house.

he didn't dare to say more.. why? because the last time he did, he got the worst beating and couldn't leave his room but forced himself to. school was his only escape anyways.

as jinyoung walked to school, he stopped at the mailbox, dropping off the letter.

...

"yugyeom? you said this house was abandoned? why are there letters here?" the red headed male asked.

"i dont know, why dont you see who the mail is sent by, jaebum hyung," yugyeom brought in several boxes.

"there is no return address. it just says 'to no one'," jaebum looked up to yugyeom.

"let me see," yugyeom replied.

the two alpha males just moved into town. they moved from down south, where there were several wars going on due to territorial rights. all they wanted was a peaceful education, but they couldn't get it while their parents continuously fought over land.

 yugyeom was a 19 years old, first year in college and he was moving with his best friend. he didn't like the fact that he had to move so far from home just to go to college, but jaebum did remind him that he met his mate while being far from home.

jaebum was 22 years old, while his mate was a 20 year old beta. which he didn't mind because he love the smaller boy so much. they were called soulmates for a reason.

yugyeom took the enveloped and sniffed them.

"they smell sweet! like a strawberry vanilla cotton candy mix!" yugyeom beamed.

"dude, they smell rusted and old," jaebum raised his eyebrows at yugyeom.

"i want to hold onto these," yugyeom took the stack of letters and put them into a box labeled 'gyeoms room'

"suit yourself. let's just get these things all inside," jaebum rolled his eyes before bringing inside more boxes.

they had the whole day to bring in boxes before jaebum had to go back to his dorm and take out all of his stuff.

once jaebum left the taller alpha alone, he started to unbox the boxes in the kitchen. it was small, and kinda rusty, but again, no one resided in this house for over 6 years.

yugyeom started to clean the kitchen, making it clean and non dangerous. he opened the window, noticing two males talking to each other. the shorter male was jumping all around the other male, who gave him a genuine smile.

"i always wonder what it felt like to have a mate," yugyeom mutter before getting back to cleaning and unboxing.

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ahhh chapter one is finally out! i really hoped you like getting view from both sides!! it really was hard to name someone for jinyoung's younger brother and idk if you know who sungjin is, but he is from day6! i love him a lot and i dont mean to make him seem bad but good things shall happen!! lots of love to everyone who commented on the last chapter!! thank you so much <33 you guys really help me finish the this chapter i love you all!! thank you and have a nice dayy!!