Dear No One, I Love You

0.4

[warning: mention of rape]

yugyeom sighed as he walked up to the porch. the post office said they cant track where the mail comes from since there was no return address, but the most recent mails from to the house from a close by mail box, which lead nowhere. there wasnt any smell going any direction, meaning the person who sent the letters havent been there for some time.

yugyeom opened the first letter that was ever sent here.

september 22

dear no one (or i hope so),

today mom and dad...

yugyeom read every single letter, from beginning to end. he felt like he was there with the person, feeling all those. he felt like protecting the person writing the letters, he felt like being there for the writer. all the trauma the person went through, yugyeom didnt want the person to go through it anymore.

"yugyeom? why are you crying?" jaebum's mate came out of the house.

"oh! sorry, i just.. ive been reading these letters, and its kinda.. well its actually really sad," yugyeom sighed.

"have you found them?" the omega sat down next to the alpha.

"no... i must rely on my weak nose," yugyeom sighed.

"ah... no worries. now you are here in seoul, there are better doctors here that can fix up your nose.. it must just be that your spirit was hurt when you were younger," the male said.

"hm.. hey youngjae, when did you know jaebum was your mate?" yugyeom changed the topic.

"ah, well jaebum doesnt like talking about it because its cheesy but, we met at a cafe. i could smell jaebum from miles away, but he never notice. he was stiff as a stick when i introduced myself to him," youngjae laughed, "but he could also smell me from miles away. its a sweet smell when you meet your soul mate. your one and only. even when you dont see them at first, it hurts not knowing who they are. and maybe you found yours."

"i dont know... what if they arent what i expect?" yugyeom sighed.

"when it comes to mates, yugyeom, no matter how ugly they look to other people, they will always be pretty to you," youngjae smiled.

"yah, yugyeom, what did i say about talking about mating with me?" jaebum yawned, sitting next to youngjae.

"to ask you if i need or want anything," yugyeom pouted.

"yeah and did you come to me? youngjae and i can both help you-" jaebum smirked.

"uh no. i think youngjae hyung has better advice," yugyeom laughed.

"what?!" jaebum held his hand to his chest, faking to be hurt.

"no lies!" yugyeom stuffed all the letter in the box he stored them in before getting up.

"hey! dont leave yet," jaebum whined.

"i have to get ready for monday hyung," yugyeom gave his best puppy eyes to jaebum.

"fine fine! good night," jaebum wrapped his arms around his mate.

"good night hyungs!" yugyeom opened the door and walked inside the house.

once yugyeom was out of ear shot jaebum looked at youngjae.

"are you still hurt?" jaebum nuzzled his nose into youngjae.

"if you dont hurry up and fill me up, yes!" youngjae squealed.

jaebum lifted youngjae up before carrying him into the house, towards their room.

...

jinyoung felt the belt hit his back. he went to his meeting with his mom late, ending him up in a beating with his dad.

"you made me look bad! especially for a future client!" jinyoungs mom yelled as his dad smacked him with belt.

"mom, no matter what you do, hes always gonna be stupid like that," sungjin laughed.

sungjin kicked his older brother before letting his sniffing him.

"he smells different mom," sungjin smirked, "maybe someone does want to claim this bitch after all."

"like as if he will ever, im going to make sure you are ugly as ever so your mate will never want you," his dad growled.

"shush thats enough. lets go. chanyeol is going to  be coming with his  mate soon," his mom rolled her eyes.

jinyoung waited until they all left him in his room before coughing up blood. he wiped his mouth clean and brushed his mouth. he turned on the cold water and dipped himself in.

jinyoung continuously cleaned his bottom. both his dad and brother tried getting inside of him at the same time. sungjin almost bit into him too. jinyoung sat in the bathroom for a long time. he cleaned all of his cut and bruises, hissing at all of them.

"why do you even stay alive, park jinyoung?" jinyoung asked himself.

"you are so ugly and look at all those bruises! all those scars, and no one is ever going to love you!" jinyoung muffled his cries.

after cleaning himself up, jinyoung pulled on a long sleeve sweater and tight jeans. he put a few things into his backpack, and forced his body through the window. as soon as jinyoungs feet touch the soil, he ran. he couldnt stay there for the night, again. his family just never wanted him in the first place, so why does he need to stay anyways?

"chanyeol? do you smell that?" chanyeols small mate asked.

"kyungsoo, you might just be-" chanyeol shook his head. he only had one brother, and that was sungjin.

"no. no i know what i am smelling. even your parents had the smell of an omegas blood on them. are you sure you only have one brother?" kyungsoo walked to the room.

"im pretty sure," chanyeol looked back for his parents.

kyungsoo opened the door, and found a dark room. there was blood on the floor and on the bed.

"c-chanyeol?" kyungsoo stuttered.

the alpha sniffed the air before looking out the window.

"we might need to clear some things up with my parents," chanyeol said before grabbing kyungsoo and walking out of the room.

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jaebum what are you doing to poor yugyeom ears?!?! and omg jinyoungs family is so mean to him!! i mean hes only a 18 year old boy!! they are consider young adults but that could damage him in the long run!! TT^TT okay but i am a huge chansoo stan!! so i do add chansoo whenever i can xDD sorry about that-

also double update from now on <3 i will get this story done!!

anyways i hope you enjoyed this chatper!! thank you for reading this far if you have!! until the next chapter, love you all <33 ~ angie