Who To Trust?

Chapter 14: The perfect day

I wake up to someone carrying me in their arms . I was wrapped in a towel , being carried into the bathroom. I looked up to see Jordan, MY Jordan . Mhm , he is so amazing , and so strong . No wonder I fell for him. Who wouldn't? He is everything a person could ask for, even with all of his flaws. Despite everything he has been through in life , he still manages to be caring and loving . I don't care how he treats anyone else or what he did in the past . us two are the only people that matter , here in the present .

For some reason I am still so tired . Im not sure how long I slept for, But I can tell it wasn't for too long , because the sun is just now going down. Which I could tell from the bathroom window. My eyes are barely open , I am really groggy. I feel as though I have been drugged ! Is this what being in love feel like? Jordan is my drug he makes me feel like nothing else matters, and I love it .

He remove my towel and I hold him closer because of the chill. I feel water running on top of my head and down my naked body. I don't open my eyes , instead I extend my arms around his neck and lean my head back further into the running water.This feels great , the water is really hot but I dont care. I love my water hot, how it stings my body. I slowly remove my hands from around his neck and the same time, he moves his arms higher on my back to support me more . I massage my head a bit . Forgetting the last time I fully enjoyed a shower, letting the water run everywhere.

Jordan finally speaks " See isnt a shower better than a bath ?"

Still in my euphoric state of mind, I answer " With you , they are both perfect ." Allowing some water to go inside my mouth

" Uh oh, dont tell me you are hooked on me now." he joked.

l move back closer to him , removing my head from the shower " I think we both know that I been hooked on you. " I say looking him in the eyes.

At first I saw nothing but happiness displayed on his face . But then I saw something else . Concern. So I ask ," Whats wrong ? .... Am I making you uncomfortable ? " maybe I was wrong. Maybe he doesnt love me like I thought he did . Like I love him . Am I still that naive girl that needs saving ?? Naive and stupid.

He stops my thoughts by saying " No its not anything like that . I just never did this before ...."

" Never did what ?" I know he wasnt talking about sex.. right ? " sex!?" I scream out a little to loud

Jordan gave me a face of confusion , a smile , a kiss on the forehead , followed by " wow, my naive little kiesha."

I let out a breath in relief, but im still confused so I said " Havent done what before ?"

" Fell in love..." He replies with his head down .

I put my head down trying to look into his eyes but failing and asks " Do you regret anything ?"

"No ... Im just afraid that I will get it wrong ."

" Hey if you promise to never stop trying . And not just half assing it either , but trying your hardest. Then I promise to never leave you." I say still trying to look into his eyes

" Kiesha?" he asks

" yes?"

" Fuck your heavy ." he says looking up at me showing his dimples. I hit him in the arm as he puts me down .

We finish our shower, and got dressed.

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We both walked into the living room. Jamal was cooking dinner, and Robyn was laying on the couch watching t.v. Jordan sits down on the floor , between robyn and the table. He pats the seat next to him . I go to sit next to him, but getting down to such a low position , reminded me of more sore muscles from the earlier workout. So I grimace in pain.