The 4 Gangster Princesses <COMPLETED>

•Chapter - 34•

Crystal's POV

these past few weeks

i have this feeling that something bad will happen

and i keep hearing voices

and seeing little kids running & playing in my head

i don't know what's going on

i don't fcking know what to do

this never happened before

i need to know what's going to happen

i need to know how to handle this bullsht

"oh yeoboseyo oppa?"
(oh hello older brother)

"why you called?"

[just checking if you're alright]

"HAHA of course i am"

no you're not okay Crystal

[that's good to hear]

"how about you?" "are you alright there oppa?"

[y-yeah, of course]

"i don't think so"

[at paano mo naman nasabi?]

"cause you're stuttering"

[it's just cold here inside my room Crystal]

"oh" "okay..."

"how's Rose unnie?"

[she's alright] [and she's also wild here]

i laughed

"hope both of you are alright there" "don't forget to take care of yourselves" "always eat, don't over work your-"

[Crystal] [we're fine, totally fine] [so you don't need to worry okay]

"yeah, alright"

[i'll get going] [love you and miss you Crystal]

"me too"

*toot toot*

Caleb oppa seems off

i can sense that he's not okay

but just like what he said

he's fine Crystal

so you don't have to worry

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Caleb's POV

"i'll get going" "love you and miss you Crystal"

[me too]

*toot toot*

i looked at my phone and sighed

if only you knew Crystal

if only

i went to a table here and pulled out a piece of paper, an envelope and a pen

i started to write a letter

a letter for Crystal

Dear Crystal,
              I'm writing this for proof that i didn't want this to happened and that i truly care for you, i did all this just to protect and make you happy cause seeing you happy justs lighten my mood everyday. i know you're already angry at me while reading this but i just want to say sorry for everything i did, you don't deserve this but i hope that one day you'll forgive me/us; i'm always here for you Crystal, i'll be always here loving you.

                           Your Brother:
Caleb

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while writing the letter

i can't help but to cry

just thinking of what will happen

just breaks my heart into pieces

i know that all of us didn't wanted this

but we have no choice 

but i'm scared

i'm scared of hurting my own sister

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Rose's POV

one day you'll know the truth

and i'm not ready for that day to come

i'm not ready to hurt you

i'm scared to hurt you

and that'll break my heart seeing you cry because of us

because of me

because we hurted you

because we betrayed you

just looking at your picture makes me sad

i have so many what if's inside my head

what if you'll remeber everything?

what if you won't forgive us?

what if you'll hate me for doing this?

what if i hurted you so much?

so many what if's running inside my head that i can't even count nor remember it

i looked at Caleb oppa

"i'm not ready to do this oppa"

i said

"all of us Rose"

he said while looking at the view

the sun is already setting here in Australia

"there's so many what if's inside my head"

"i don't what to do anymore"

(A/N: call blackpink, they might know what to do HAHAHAHAHAHA get it? okay no bye)

i told oppa while looking at the view

"all of us" "all of us doesn't know what to do anymore"

he said with sadness in his voice

"i'm scared to hurt her" "i'm scared to hurt my own sister"

i said and i felt a tear rolled down my cheeks

"everybody's scared to hurt her" "neither do i"

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