The days have all begun to blur together. I attempt to recall the brightness of your eyes when that signature smirk slid onto your face, or the way you'd reach out for me. My darkest fears you crept into my life slowly and then all at once.
My life feels like it's falling apart without you. Nothing makes sense, I don't make sense anymore. In some twisted way, you made sense to me, we made sense. I'm slowly spiraling out of control, falling deeper into an abyss from which I fear I cannot return. I need you to be there to catch me and bring me back. I need you, but you're nowhere to be found.
For now, the only saving grace I have is the blurry memories of you and the faint sound of your voice that haunts my dreams every night.
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Clinging to Unreachable Stars
RomanceA memoir that centers on the idea of not only living through the seasons of love and life but the self-growth and exploration that comes with change. The book tells the tales of love, heartbreak, despondency and maturation over the course of 5 years...