SABRINA'S POV
(A\N:SHES 12 RIGHT HERE)
Here we go another day another beating.
Hi my name is Sabrina Carpenter I just moved here to North Carolina with my family 1 year ago.
People at my school dont like me at all! I havent told my parents because I dont want them to worry.
I grabbed my backpack and started walking to school and I kept hearing names that people call me everyday.
"Fat" "Ugly" "Hope you die" "Hippo" E.T.C
Those words really hurt me. But the one thing that really frightens me is my bully Nash Grier.
He's 13 and im only 12. I dont really know why he bullies me.
He started when I came to this school.
I got to school and went to my locker.
Grabbed all my stuff and closed my locker. But I got pushed to the locker.
"Ouch" I cried.
"Shut up you monkey!" I heard someone say. It was Nash.
"What do you want Nash?" I asked in a shaking voice.
"To hurt you" He said. As soon as I knew it he punched me right in my eyes.
I started crying. He started kicking me in my stomach then the bell rang and he ran away.
I got up off the floor and went to the bathroom. When I went in I checked my eye and I couldnt open it and it was reallly black and purple.
I then looked at my stomach and all bruises! Why does Nash have to do this to me? What did I ever do to him?
When I first saw Nash he was really cute and I thought he liked me to but I was wrong.
I was already late to class but I couldnt go im into to much pain.
I went to the nurses office and she just got off the phone.
"Ms Carpenter again?" She asked.
"Yea"
"Take a seat" She said.
She came by me and started checking the bruises and my eye.
"Sabrina you need to start defending yourself" She said.
"I know Mrs Mathers but im just scared" I said.
"Well honey try. Have you been practicing your vocal cords?" She assked.
Okay this might sound weird but I became very good friends with Mrs Mathers since I come in here everyday since Nash does this everyday.
"Yea. I get to sing the Star Spankle Banner at a baseball game next week" I said.
"Wow! Make sure you dont mess up" She said
I laughed. "Okay Sabrina you can go home cause this eye is really looking bad. When you get home get a steak or ice pack and put it on your eye" She said.
I nodded and left the room went to my locker grabbed my stuff and left home.
When I got home I bursted out into tears. Even though I putted on a smile at school It still hurts me.
I went to my room and cried into my pillow.
No one is home so I guess I should do the usual.
I went to the bathroom, Broke the razor, took the blade and started cutting my arms.
Yes this does hurt but it takes my pain away.
After I cutted like 5 times on each arm, I washed my arms with cold water and grabbed so bandages and placed them on my cuts.
I just hope one day I become pretty and be a good singer. And all of this will stop! I cant take the pain anymore!
CANT WAIT TO UPLOAD THEOTHER CHAPTERS! HOPED YOU ALL LIKED THE FIRST CHAPTER
