SABRINA'S POV
~1 WEEK LATER~I haven't seen Jack nor Nash in a week. I could careless about nash.
My phone buzzed and it was jack
Jack: Hey how are you feeling?
Me: fine I guess
Jack: soo have you thought about us yet?
Me: Im sorry I just don't want a relationship with anyone right now.
Jack: its fine but are you sure you are Okay? Me: yeah I'm fine
Jack: okay call me if you need anything
Me: thanks (:Jack asked me last week about being in a relationship with him but i dont want to be in one. I put my phone down and cried into my hands. I still love nash.
I can't help myself. I'm going insane without him. He probably doesn't even miss me. Ugh I need fresh air. I grabbed my phone and walked out the house to the park. I sat on the park bench and looked down at my hands.
Everything we had is no longer there. I'm just a person who us depressed all the time. I'm a person who fell inlove with their bully.
"Hey sabrina" I heard someone say. I looked up and it was rowan. I got up and hugged her. I haven't seen her for the longest.
I started crying into her shoulder. "Hey what's wrong?" She asked. I told her the whole story in a low voice so no one hears and after I finished she hugged me.
"Me and hayes broke up too..." She said. I hugged her even tighter then she started crying.
"Let's go" I said to her and stood up.
"Where are we going?" She asked.
"We are having a girls night" I said. She smiled and got up and we walked back to my house.
I need someone and rowan in here. I never wanted me and Nash to end but he hurt me... Again... And I can't have that in my life.
NASHS POV
"Okay nash I'll see you tomorrow" my therapist said. I walked out her office and got into my car and drove home.
I have been seeing a therapist to change myself. I want to change and get better for sabrina. She's the only thing that is missing from my life...
I got home and went inside. I saw Kaitlyn... My ex.
"How did you get in!" I yelled.
"Well... Surprise... I heard you broke up with the whore so I decided why dont we get back together?" She said and wrapped her arms around my neck.
I took her hands off around me and stepped back. "Babe don't be like this" she said.
"Kaitlyn! I don't want you! I'm not in love with you! I'm still in love with sabrina! " I was shocked at what I said.
But its true... I am in love with sabrina.
"Now get out!" I yelled. She rolled her eyes and walked out.
I'm still in shock at what I said. I used to be Sabrina's bully but I fell in love with her... She's everything to me... I'm in love with Sabrina Ann Lynn Carpenter...