1000 SHADES OF FALSE

WHEN YOU LOVE ME, OH BABY IT GOES TO WASTE

PAIRING: SWAGGERSOULS (ERIC) AND FITZ (CAMERON)
SMUT: WHO KNOWS

eric wasn't the best at voicing his feelings. being the most easily picked on of the misfits group. of course it was just banter but he couldn't help letting it getting to him once in a while. this was one of the times. he was currently sat on his bed, room a total mess as the rest of the group were drunk and high as fuck downstairs. he sighed in a pool of his own sorrows, revisiting again and again his pushed down feelings for a certain member of the misfits. cameron. cursing under his breath, a soft knock placed itself at his door. his room was in no state to have a visitor and neither was he, yet before he had time to protest the figure gently pushed the door open. it was cam. of course it was.

when eric's room came into cams view, a look of worry washed over his face.
"eric, what's going on man.?"
"leave me alone."
"hey, don't talk like that. you look like you need someone."
yeah. he fucking did. he needed cam.
cameron padded over after shutting the door and sat beside him, certainly closer than eric would ever had dared. cameron didn't talk, but his presence was enough to make eric feel a little better. eric sat up when cam lay down, and even though he wasn't thinking suddenly he had an urge of confidence to shuffle his leg over cams, and place a cold hand on cams thigh.
cam looked up at eric, a rare situation seeing as cam was tall as fuck. he didn't question it, just sitting up and both parties resting their backs on the wall.

"tell me what's on your mind eric."
he froze. if he voiced what was going on his head he'd never hear the end of it.
yet here he was, doing just that.
"i have a crush on someone- i mean, well i've been having feelings for them for as long as i can remember."
"do i know them?"
eric stifled a laugh.
"yeah, yeah you fuckin do."
"how well?"
"pretty fucking well i'd hope."
eric huffed out some crisp air.
"it's a boy, cam. i like a boy."
"y- you do?"
"yeah, i do yeah."
"that's cool."
then everyone was silent.

"me too."

"you what?"
"i like a boy too."
oh god. eric's heart sunk. cam had feelings for someone else. a prettier boy, a nicer boy, a slimmer, taller boy who didn't have depression.
"oh."
"you wanna know something about him?"
eric hummed.
"he's sat right next to me."

eric choked on air.
he choked on air and he couldn't breathe and god his vision was blurry until he finally calmed down.
"i like you. a lot. i like you so fucking much cam."
was all he could say as he looked away, down to the floor, beaten, tears silently falling from his eyes.
"hey, sweetheart it's okay. it's all gonna be okay. i like you too. i want to help you, to look after you, to be you best friend and someone you can rely on."
"i'd like that. a lot. i really need that."
"i'm glad you do eric."

eric finally gained eye contact with cam, and he forced himself out of his anxieties to kiss cam. and he did, he slowly leant forward until lips connected and god it was a beautiful experience. cam of course was the dominant one and so eric happily allowed cam to slip his tongue smoothly into his mouth and explore every fucking part of his throat.
when they pulled away, eric moaned lightly, he had been the entire make out session, he was quickly aroused. a wash of lust coated his eyes as he wiped away saliva from the corner of his lip.
"you like that huh?"
eric whined.
"such a pretty boy."
cam connected their lips once again, and slowly lead his hand down to eric's crotch, palming it gently. eric began to moan into cams mouth, gripping on his shirt and suddenly everything stopped. cam pulled away.
"did i do someth-"
"suck my cock."
"i- o-oh."
eric was taken aback. but god he loved how dominant cam was being and he immediately nodded. sinking down to cams groin, eric zipped down his flyer and pulled down his jeans, sliding his hand into cams boxers and pulling out his cock, gently. can definitely wasn't on the small side, and
eric immediately got to work. he was in heaven.
eric began to lick and suck the tip of cams dick, moaning himself when he heard cam whine and hum out his own name.
just as eric was about to go deeper, cam said something that eric would never forget.
"let me fuck your throat, please love. please."
eric immediately nodded, eager and lustrous.
cam grabbed a fistful of eric's hair and quickly began to thrust in and out of eric's mouth. he adored the sensation of cams dick in his throat, helplessly gagging as cam moaned and whined. cam was on cloud nine from the vibrations and feeling of eric's throat and he was quick to feel the knot in his abdomen slowly come undone.
"oh fuck- fucking hell eric i'm gonna cum-"
eric was touching himself at this point, hurring and moaning on cams dick which sent cam over the edge.
he came down eric's throat, slowly pulling out after he rode out his high. eric was on his knees at the moment, jerking himself off as fast as he could as he moaned out cams name, his lovers cum drooling down his face. he was soon cumming, his whole body spamming as his eyes rolled into the back of his head, panting heavily. he wiped his mouth when he regained control and slinked back up onto the bed next to cam.
"fuck- eric that was incredible."
"anything for you."
"you're adorable, you know that?"
eric smiled, nuzzling into cams chest. cam places a gentle kiss on his forehead.

"we'll clean up later. just sleep, love."