"Prinxie ? were you even listening ?"
napakurap ako,
kasama ko pala si Steve dito sa isang bench ng campus, pero yung utak ko lumilipad ... lumilipad papunta kay Evan ..
after nung bonding namin sa Vigan almost a month ago, hindi na siya mawala sa isip ko ..
I always see him as my tutor friend .. but there's something like a mystery feeling unlocked inside my heart .. parang, mahal ko na siya ..
O_o what ?! no prinxie ! may boyfriend ka na !
"Prinxie .. okay ka lang ba ?" ~Steve
I stared at him, "o-ok lang ako ... may naisip lang ako "
"kamusta na kayo ni Karen ?"
mapakla akong ngumiti, "were fine, but not as good as before .."
"Im sorry kung nag-aaway pa kayo dahil sakin .."
"no Steve, it's not your fault .."
"no, it's mine .. from the very beginning I knew courting you was not a good idea .."
O_o " what do you mean ?"
matagal niya akong tinitigan, then he sighed .. "do you mind if I tell you something ?"
umiling ako, "no, not at all .."
"I knew courting you was not a good idea because soon, I will be leaving this country .."
natigilan ako at mariing napatitig sa kanya .. "aalis ka ?"
tumango siya, " akala ko kasi matatagalan pa ang pagpunta ko dun pero napabilis ..hindi ko muna sinabi sayo kasi akala ko talaga ganun .. "
nagulat ako pero pinanatili kong maging mahinahon, "kelan ang alis mo ?"
"mamayang gabi .."
napanganga ako sa sinabi niya .. mamaya agad ?! ano gulatan ?! hapon na kaya ngayon !
"a-ang bilis naman yata ?"
"kagabi ko lang din nalaman .. nagulat nga rin ako eh " -_-
hindi ako umimik, so paano na kami ?
"and one more thing Prinxie .." ~Steve
tumingin ulit ako sa kanya ..
huminga siya ng malalim, "I need to be honest, I know it may sound unfair but ......
.... it's Karen "
"what about her ?" ~ako
"I still love her over you .."
.... bakit parang hindi ako masyadong nasaktan ?
at ang tanging nasaktan lang ay yung pride ko ..
maybe because of Evan ..
"Steve, the feeling is mutual .." ~ako
halata namang naguluhan si Steve, "what do you mean ?"
"it's Evan .. I also like him over you, actually, matagal na .. ngayon ko lang talaga na realize .." >_<
he smiled, "good for you .."
"good for me ? as long as I feel eh, hindi naman ako gusto ni Evan .. baliw naman kasi 'tong nararamdaman ko eh .." nakakainis talaga .. baka maulit na naman yung maramdaman ko .. heartache -_-
"kung ganyan ang nararamdaman mo, well you're numb. " he said smirking ..
"numb ? paano mo naman nasabing manhid ako ?"
BINABASA MO ANG
Me and my Bestfriend's Diary
Teen Fictionkaming apat ... yung tipong plain best friends na walang iwanan .. pero every one of them has its own stories, and it's all written in one book different love stories of four best friends all written in a diary .. ~enjoy :)
