Loving A Man?~Nayeonxreader

Ch.10: Making it work

Y/n's pov

"Are you saying that you're in love with me?!?", I said pointing to myself with tears brimming my eyes.
"I-I"
"It's a yes or no"
"Yes I do! I hate that I do! God Y/n, why did you have to do this to me?!?", Nayeon got up and begun to shout.
"You're seriously putting the fault on me? Okay I get that but don't blame me for the feelings you have"
"My life is just turning upside down", She sobbed.
"Hey hey you're going to be okay. It isn't a big deal, Nayeon", I said taking her into my arms trying to comfort her.
"You don't understand. I can't be this", She said gripping my arm and tugging it closer to her.
"You know what, I'm tired of you calling what we have a mistake or sin. It isn't wrong to love someone no matter who or what they are"
"I know that but~"
"Then why say it? Why hurt others? Especially me", I interrupted with a voice full of sorrow.
"Ever since I was little, my whole family would make being gay or lesbian seem like it was the most wretched thing you could be. I guess I just adopted that way of thinking"
"You don't have to think like that. I'm here and I can teach you differently", I replied softly taking her hand in mine.
"But my parents won't allow it, they will disown me... everyone will"
"Nayeon, if they truly want you to be happy they would change their minds for you. If you're family or friends disown you then that means they never cared for you in the beginning", I said feeling like a preacher in this moment in time.
"B-B-But~"
"Shh babe we'll get through it"

I totally forgot that I was crying as well but I just held her in my arms while her face was buried in my neck. Little sniffles could be heard every once in awhile from the both of us then finally she pulled away. She wiped her tears and just stood there.
"Did you just call me babe?", She spoke with a grin.
"Oh geez I'm sorry", My eyes grew in alarm to what I said a few seconds ago.
"No no no it has a little ring to it, don't you think?"
I couldn't answer her since she pulled me into a deep kiss. This kiss seemed more passionate than our other kisses. I was confused at first on how her mood changed so fast but I didn't pay no attention to it and just kissed her back. Her hands begin to be all tangled in my hair and mine were resting on her hips. She tried pushing me down on the leather brown couch behind us. I immediately pulled away and slowly backed up.
"What's wrong? Did I do something?", She said full of worry.
"I just think we should talk about this more, not that I didn't like what we were just doing"
"There's nothing left to talk about... I want you and you want me", Nayeon lowly said with a smirk.
Her eyes were turning shades darker and to be honest it was hot how she can turn from this sweet little bunny into this sex driven beast.
"What about your family and friends? What are you going to do about that?", I asked wanting an instant answer.
"Forget about them, I'll just come out to them and what happens just happens... now where were we?"
"Nayeon~", She cut me off with another kiss and lightly pushed me on the couch.
I wasn't use to girls being dominant with me. She pinned me down and was kissing me harder. Her lips trailed from my jawline to my nape in the matter of seconds. I wasn't digging this whole me being submissive thing, it just doesn't do it for me. I quickly flipped us and I was on top.
"Woah", Nayeon said breathlessly with wide eyes.
I began to kiss her lips as my hands explored her body. My lips stayed on her neck for awhile as I left small love bites. I hope she doesn't mind but that thought quickly disappeared once I heard her whimper. When I started trailing my lips down further towards her chest, she slightly pushed me back.
"Is something in your way?", She smirked as she tugged in the collar of her shirt. I didn't have time to respond because she was already taking it off. She threw it on top of my coffee table and My eyes went directly to her.
"Nayeon, I don't think we should~", I was beginning to say but she pulled me forcefully to her lips.
I had no choice but to kiss her back since she wasn't going to let go any time soon. Her hands were at my waist and she was tugging me forward. I tried to squirm out of her grip but damn this girl was freakishly strong. Once her hands started to lift up my shirt was when I took her hands off of me.
"Nayeon please stop", I interjected with a hint of fear.
"Huh? I thought you were into it"
"You can't just give me a simple reply and then try to make out. We need to have a solid plan on how this is going to work", I spoke while trying to get up.
She pulled me to her, but not in a sexual way. She wrapped her arms around my torso and she gave me a peck on my cheek.
"I'm sorry. I don't know what came over me"
"No no no don't be sorry"
"Do you think you can hand me my shirt?", She said in embarrassment as her face turned a light pink.
"Oh yeah of course"
I grabbed her shirt and gave it to her. She put it on and went back to hugging me. I didn't mind just cuddling up and talking things through, it seemed like a better thing to do then go at it on a couch.
"All I want to say is that I'll talk with my family tomorrow and if they don't accept it then who cares? I just want to be with you and I realize how bad I hurt you by saying all of those damaging words. I want this so much. I want us", Nayeon said of nowhere.
"I want this too. I've never been this crazy for someone and I know there are going to be bumps in the road but I want to get through them with you by my side. I don't care if your parents hate me along with your friends, all that matters is that I got you", I softly said every single word.
I kissed her forehead to help her feel relaxed instead of stressed. She smiled as she looked into my eyes.
"Hey to lighten the mood maybe we can~"
"We are not going to have sex in your living room", She said warning me.
"I wasn't even going to suggest that"
"Oh", She blushed and looked down.
"I was gonna say maybe you want to go to this high end sandwich shop?"
"I could eat a sandwich"
"I know you can", I smirked with my eyebrows going up and down.
"You're disgusting", She laughed as she punched my shoulder playfully.
"It was too hard to pass up"
"I bet, you creep", She said as she got off the couch, helping me up once she was.
"This place is the shiz I swear, their meatball subs are the absolute best and don't even get me started on their brownies! They have huge chunks of fudge and~"
"Okay I get it. The place is good, now stop drooling and let's go", She said pretending to be annoyed.
"Alright alright"
I grabbed my keys and we both walked out the door with enormous smiles.
"Who ever's last to the car is a rotten egg!", Nayeon yelled as she ran to the passengers seat.
"You're such a child!", I laughed and sprinted to the drivers side.
I hopped in before her, she glared at me once she got in.
"Now who's the rotten egg?"
"I don't want to talk to you", She huffed, folding her arms and turning towards the window.
"Hey", I tapped her shoulder.
"I love you"
She whipped around and showed me her adorable smile that shined.
"I love you more"

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Hey guys! So I don't really know if I should end this story right here or keep going? Let me know if you're enjoying this story and I'll continue. I don't really know what else to write to keep the story going but I'll think of something. Thanks a lot for reading💓 and please check out my other stories I'm working on, it would be much appreciated:)